i jus dun feel like it.

2008-05-09T10:08:00.000-07:00

we ask ourselves, who am i to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?
actually... who are u, not to be? -akeela and the bee

2008-04-29T08:36:00.000-07:00

Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what u want is someone who will take the bus with u when the limo breaks down.
at least now i know, that they were the ones who have always been silently standing by for me. (:

went subway eat after school with ziai, denise, sher, fiona and minshan. sat with fiona and minshan and was practically laughing throughout lunch. i must admit, fiona is damn innocent. lol.

studied with ziai and aj at bk from evening till 9+. was totally distracted thanks to..... nvm.
anw randomly went to play arcade basketball aft that. set the high score, and set the high score agn. wasnt veh good though, only 313, but the nxt time it will be better!

k im feeling damn sick. shall go sleep now. bye!

now that i know, what am i supposed to do?

2008-04-27T05:55:00.000-07:00

deleted tagboard. (:

2008-04-20T08:05:00.000-07:00

1 day past a year and 8 mths. when are we gonna talk face to face?

2008-02-22T23:13:00.000-08:00

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! after so long, i finally decided to blog! waH SO EXCITING!
k hehe i don't know wat to blog abt. :D
this week of sch is damn sian/boring/no life. i have no idea why everyone so stress lar!! seriously its like.. only our class?! even 4/1 ain't that stressed. dont know lar, i feel damn annoyed at some of the people in class. not as in always, but for now lar. irritating.

anw, sinying and tressa started the rubic's cube fever in the sch. like everyone's playing it? and im still damn amazed that patricia can do the 4 by 4 cube. :( i currently is only good at the 1st layer of the 3 by 3 cube. keeps out all the boring subjects and evrything, so i think its quite worth buying! haha effa keeps calling me a pervert for knowing how to do. -.- but its damn weird that evryone in the train/bus/interchange will look/stare at u when u're do ing it lilke they're seeing u holding an alien and twisting it. (hehe reminds me of CJ7) lol but! shit forgot wat to say.

english lesson is becoming more and more fun with jini, cher and siang. crapped our way through literally all the english lessons and i realised that cher likes to sleep only at the last 15min of the lesson! so funny. haha lesson today was especially hilarious cos we had to think of some INTERESTING story based on weird sentences like 'TAKE OFF UR CLOTHES!' and 'CAN U PLEASE TAKE OFF UR CLOTHES' etc, and siang gave a stupid example of some pervert doctor that asks to take off the clothes!! me and jini were like O.o, for wat?! cher added on that cos its siang's doctor, so must be pervert, so.. hehehehe........ then we started laughing (can imagine siang denying rgt) anw it was a story, so DO NOT BE ALARMED!!
oh ya! mrs wallace accidentally stumbled upon ranjini's note to ah boon. hehe! it was saying like english is damn boring blah blah, then..
mrs wallace : so u think that english is boring, don't u? hehe?
jini : huh er... nononono
mrs wallace : how interesting can i make it? u wanna do more compre? or even more compos?
jini : noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
mrs wallace : ok i sure will make lessons more interesting next time, hehehe! (gives pervert smile)
jini : oh shit.
lol.

aft sch went 4/3 for fun, so started to talk to meifeng about class tee and sports carnival stuff. i think their personalised names damn cute lar! unlike our, simply cool. haha! denise put her name as 'the knees'. lol. actually can put 'the knees yo' cos her name is denise yeo! haha like damn funny. if i were her, i'll put 'the nephew.. the opposite!' hehe! k lame. anw was so bored that we decided that we should play cards. started playing blackjack with denise, daryl, nicholas and jianyu. bet 5 cents at 1st, then slowly increased to 50. hehe keep getting ace-king, ace-jack, ace-queen. lol win like shit. 5 cents per card dai di better still, had king pair, 5 pair, 4 pair, 2 spades/hearts and ace-queen full hs. wah like godlike. gg them in like 2 min? lol capital was up form 5 cents to $3.45. lol.

remedial was ok thanks to rubic's cube, went up aft remedial to get cards bk, and realise they were still playing. -.- played bridge with them and i realised that they all act one lar!!! play with bao kia they all they say they ur partner means really ur partner, but play with 4/3 peop the keep lying!!!! sian lost like 2 rounds, but i became smarter and won 3 ltr! haha omg cant believe our class guys are actually quite innocent in bridge. lol.

I JUS FINISHED MY GEOG WB! OMG SUCH AN ACCOMPLISHMENT. NOW MUST GO DO CHINESE. -.- anw probability 5c by monday latest hor! :D

2008-02-10T23:48:00.000-08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
bk from indonesia lar duh. haha.
this cny is great i swear! although not much angbaos and such.. but its great to see people around u happy! haha. i learnt to play mahjong. wth damn cool can! but i still cannot arrange the tiles neatly quickly. :( anw, lucky they nvr play money, or else.....

1st day of trip was nth much. waited arnd 1 1/2hrs for boarding ferry.. then followed a 1/2 day tour guide thing. the tour bus seriously cork up. the air con not working.. and the engines are not totally covered. so its like hot like ass lar. kept bringing us to all the temples and stuff. didnt went down the bus most of the time till lunch. more sickening. had to share table with this family of 3. dad, mum, daughter. 1st and 2nd dish the dad and mum keep bastarding us. every one come up they kope like 3/4. then aft the 2nd one i damn angry lar. my sis oso damn angry.. thus....
3rd one come up we take the whole damn plate of.. sotong i think.. and spread among the 5 of us. leaving 3 for them. i think they also guilty or sth, so they didnt like.. do anth. didnt wanna bastard the daughter one lar.. cuz she quite nice actually, and is bloody cheo. funny thing is, she look a bit like miss Jessica ho. haha. anw mum snatched coconut drinks from them oso (not literally) so the couple gave the bitchy face throughout lunch. suck.

aft that went a polo shop. the shirts all cost like.. s$30??! we were so -.- we went bk on the bus. went batam mall aft that. cool. all the shopping centres there got timezone!!!!!!!!!!! and their games cost around sing $ 4cents only. bloody cheap. cuz touguide only gave 1 1/2 hr, didnt do much lar. finished the 1/2 day tour thing and was sent to holiday inn resort. DAMN COOL. our unit was almost same as a 4 room flat, with a balcony that leads to the view of the whole resort and other sceneries at diff angles. went dinner opp hotel. the whole place looked deserted at 1st.. with people smoking and drinking at every corner of the streets.. until we saw this restaurant on sea. no really.. its IS ON sea. then got sea breezes that felt more like tornadoes. ate a lot! but it only costed s$36 for the 5 of us. cheap sia! oh ya..
BEST FRIEND!!!! I DID LIVE NEAR TO WATERFRONT CITY!! NO SWIMMING POOL, BUT GOT A LOT OF OTHER COOL STUFF! BUT DIDNT GET TO PLAY MUCH CUZ NO TIME. :( BUT IT IS DAMN COOL!!!!!!!! :DDDDD
k ya thats the 1st day.

2nd day and yesterday was spent fully on shopping and arcade. dad spent 1 1/2 hr choosing 2 shirts for this batam 'metro' called matahari. mum spent another hr on shopping for earrings and stuff. grandma spent another hr on looking for things to spend money on. i was accompanying them all the while.. kao. they are worse than ranjini!!! spend like hrs on a shirt, compare and compare and compare. so ranjini style. haha!! i bought a few shirts and some souvenirs. WITH MUM"S MONEY. like for the 1st time of my life. but i only totalled up to arnd $14 i think. bought a new bag too.. not bad lar.. boarded departure ferry at arnd 4pm yesterday. the seats were very uncomfortable but i still fell asleep. haha. then they went shopping for dfs goods and i had to wait. AGAIN. but i had a bit of patience for deliberate shoppers now compared to 1 yr ago. all thanks to stupid ranjini. :D

done. spent the whole of today tring to find all my wks and books. its only 3 days and i feel so lost touch with studies! didnt feel like doing anything. had tuition in the aftnoon.. was so lost touch with chem i didnt rmb marble is CACO3. sick man. spent rest of the day chionging maths prob ws and memorising chinese 'spelling'. now im tired. :(
ok i shall go sleep now. lets all pray that i'll stay awake during class 2mr!! :D

2008-01-24T06:17:00.000-08:00

hi im updating!

lessons were quite slack today. got 2hrs free period cuz of mdm wong's absense on the double maths. finished one of the mindmaps. and omg im starting to like pink!! wtf. must've been cause of ranjini!!!! haha we went out and i bought a pink shirt for her for her birthday, and we went out aft my birthday and she bought a pink shirt for me in return!! so cute rgt.. :D anw stopped in the middle to go get file from the shelf, and i've totally no idea how i ended up playing cards with randy. -.- learnt how to play bridge thanks to that stupid guy, quite fun actually. (: hands were extremely good today, won 2/3 of the games. then went bk to homewk at 8.40.
got chem test aft that. oh ya effa and ranjini!! study for the test! nt too bad i guess, but i think im still gonna screw it up. dunno why i've been losing interest in chem and physics recently. :(

anw, got o levels results today. was quite nervous before that lar, but reading the scorpio card in p.y's wallet and laughing bout the characteristics wif her sort of calmed both of us down till the moment the teacher came in. i've never felt so nervous for any exam result in my life. today i've got that feeling. meaning im starting to care? maybe. (: got a a1. ok.. up to expectation. i thought i couldnt get a dist for my oral! cuz i swear i totally screwed it up. but then.. :D so i didnt lose to zhaohua, neither did he lose to me. but the competition is still on! and im not prepared to lose. (:

things starting to go haywire.
dont know why leh, starting to feel damn stressed out.
've been running between home, sch, friend's house and SGH.
jugglin' homework, friendships, health.
i think im gonna fall apart soon. :(

sher, cheer up ok.. it's not the end of the world yet. still can work hard for ur o levels! dun wry. (:

2008-01-21T21:15:00.001-08:00

happy birthday hazwani hamzah!!! have a sweet 16!!
(u know u cant, cuz got irritating me sitting nxt to u! :D)

so cute rgt.. i jus turned 15 and u've turned 16!! gosh! haha! :D

2008-01-04T06:22:00.000-08:00

yay 1st week of sch is over! im sorry i didnt blog for so long ok.. my house internet connection got problem. :( but for now, it's ok!(i hope)
1st week of sch is quite great, so no reason for me to be unhappy! :D
morning of 1st day was damn funny. i shall not malu SOMEONE. hahaha. :)
omg i still got problems believing that we're alr in sec 4! like it was yesterday that we were still getting our psle results. haha eh im sorry if events are so random in this post ok. i jus did maths and now my brain is a bit off the track.

we had talks and talks and talks for the whole day. and i swear i pity effa during the coffee guy's talk. effa was sitting in front, followed by farah me, then jacq. so funny lar! the guy kept pushing himself forward to get closer to the crowd, so we began moving back, and he kept moving forward, so we kept moving back. then ke was like practically kicking effa to move front lar! then we move until like squeezed like shit alr he still pushing forward. -.- worse, he kept bending forward when he was talking, and his belly was almost touching her head lar! then the more he bent down, the lower effa bent. so funny right! the whole front part of 3/5 was like laughing and laughing. then we were all like 'eh pass the msg.. tell effa dun look up' it was damn funny! then effa couldnt look up, cant staighten her back, then still must keep moving back. must've felt damn uncomfortable! until he moved a bit back, we quickly shift here shift there, giving chuanyee space to sit in front of effa. i swear chuanyee's a gentlemen! but cuz of the HUGE movement, i think he realised or sth, then he never came near agn. effa was like,'phew'. haha!
I REALLY PITY U THAT DAY, NAGGY WOMAN!

oh and in the 2nd part of the talk, he showed the slide, then got theis part saying 'it's a die, die must have' then afiqa was like saying.. 'huh?? wat the hell is die. DIE must have?' this is the problem with people who have perfect english. haha! then we spent quite a few min explaining to her its diedie must have. then she finally 'orh...' lol! sinying was eavesdropping on all our convosations lar! then we were wondering why she kept laughing. then we realised she was listening to our convos. lol!

ok next. had e maths mastery test yesterday. was overall do-able lar. and i hope they let us have the a maths one in class! sit in avt the table so small, plus its damn low, plus its so near to the seat! damn uncomfortable lar! tall people very poor thing eh.. wah then today neck like so pain! sian! anw i only got 1 qn dunno how to do, so shud be can pass lar. keywork: SHOULD.

we like got damn many wkshops lar! ok fine actually only got 2. -.- aiya but then like got a lot of days! haha my edusave alr pok liao.. how?? aiya heck.

oh yes our class is damn decent now! ms wang said we're a hot topic among teachers!(as usual) but its for a diff reason! she said we've got loads of compliments! lol! like 1st time rgt. but now is starting of the year, so cannot say so fast yet! haha! nt bad lar 4/6.. sitting arrangement oso not bad. miss wang put all her 'deadly combination' together, so there's not so much of a prob! (: im sitting with bimbo, with ranj and py in front! haha!

and omg the boys in our class damn lame lar! they're so bored they invented the calculator game. they do like.. everyone press 1, then press +1, then become 2 right.. then they press = = = so it becomes 1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1.. and so on. then they compete see who faster. -.- lame rgt. and ranj oso join! then cuz they eng lesson play she nvr play ma, then when they told her they alr reach 10,000 alr aft eng, she angry eh! so cute lar! so like kids! haha! ltr maths test their calculater no batt i laugh. so lame! keep pressing for like 2 hrs.. when u can do then in like 1sec??!! gosh ok nvm.

and we suggested to ms wang to paste stickers or give chops if we do hw nicenice! haha we're so kiddish rgt.. but cute wat dont u think so? ok nvm. we've got a kid in us. (:
and we've got great teachers! mdm wong, mr yong, ms wang.. but i still want mrs ong! :(

ok i think that's all for this week! quite a fulfilling week!(fulfilled by homeworks) oh ya one more one more!
BRING ARND $20 DOLLARS FOR ALL THE RINGFILES ON MON! RMB HOR! (:
ok that's all! im going to sleep. nitez! i've got sujie's class tee design, which i think is quite nice know, anyone wan get tell me! (: bubbye!

chengling! u're always welcome to call me or drop me a msg if u need help ok! (:

2007-12-13T23:38:00.000-08:00

when was the last time i blogged? hmmmm..
lets see.. this has been the most boring holiday all my life!(meaning for 13yrs of sch)
im literally trapped in a cell(my room) mostly for 13hrs a day, 7 days a week.
and the weirdest thing is, im sort of getting used to it lar! gosh im getting siao.
started doing every single qn from maths text books + every qns from past yr maths text books. and i still didnt finish all. :( still left arnd 5 topics of a maths. :(
oh man im lacking of things to blog about.
ok lets count the number of days i've been out out of my house. im sorry but i've really nth to blog abt!
went out with wanie once,
out with syat once,
out with ranjini once,
played badminton once,
basketball twice,
jogged arnd the estate 4 times,
went popular and lib trice.
DONE.
so its --- 13 times out the whole holiday, and jogging, going to popular and library bullshit dun even take up 5hrs of my holidays. see.. who has worse life? but its a holiday i did most things. im glad that i didnt waste my time away. im glad that for this once in my life, i've got a responsible teacher. :)

ok. lets see what i still need to finish for the rest of the hols.

HOMEWORKS
-emaths
- a maths
- ss
- heymaths' everything

REVISION FOR AMATHS
- coordinate geometry
- linear law
- curves and circles
- modulus function
- trigo functions

ok yeah i think that's it. whao that's quite a lot rgt. ohohoh and i did my 1st trigo identity today! i mean 1st one of the year. pathetic rgt. i did my 1st binomial qn yesterday, my 1st partial fraction qns 2 weeks ago. sad rgt.. every since mrs chong started coordinate geo, i haven been listening much. khairi's hp game kept me alive most of the time. hehe. im sorry i made ur life difficult effa! nxt yr is o levels year. no slacking until i get into a jc. :)

all the books i used for doing maths up to now.:)

k lets see what i've to get to get into a jc(cuz i dont want to put poly into my choice anymore)
L1R5 for o levels
- english : A1
- higher chinese : A1
- lower chinese : A1
- science : A2
- e maths : B3
- a maths : B3
- geog : A2
- comb humans : C6

like that its arnd 12 points. gosh. so hard. i've to do 3 times better in all my subj nxt year. :( i've decided to work on a maths and heck about comb humans. anyhow get a pass can liao lar. wah stress! ok im gonna do it somehow, which i dunno how. -.- k nvm!
yay lets talk about happy stuff! like what i want for bdae! (k i know its happy for me but so sad for all of u. sry!)
lets see..
- crumpler sling bag
- mp3 (i broke my old one -.-)
- jacket
- new earpiece
- watch
yay done! like all very ex hor.. yeah that's the reason why i still dun have them. -.- and all my bags tearing apart! :(

ok im so bored. really.
so i shall stop here until i feel like blogging agn! bye! :D

2007-12-05T21:27:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS! (:

2007-11-21T00:54:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIJIAO!
how's e feeling teaching me tuition for 5 years? wahaha! yay lets set a record. teach me for 10 years? that'll be cool. :D

few hrs ago, which is 20th nov, went for my sis's p1 speech and drama nite. primary sch seriously changed a lot since i left. (: and its getting richer and richer! i've got no idea why, but the toilet taps are automatic, tissues are automatic, and the canteen looks nicer than anderson's staff room. not to say a new security table, auto-locked general office doors, touch type buttons in the lift.. so on. cool rgt. how i hope anderson's like that. lol. what's more. they spent thousands buying all types of clothes for the kids(there are 12 classes of 40) which most cant be used after this performance(cuz they are mostly animal clothings). then they specially designed a banner and huge soft decorations at the sides of the stage. and the microphones the kids use for their performances are the clip to the ear kind, not the noobs ones we see teachers using in sch. walao they only kids eh. and one of that thing cost $100+. more to come. a great DJ system with new hi-fi sets and best quality sound productions. scary? scary rgt..

quite tired.. so i shall post the pics. sorry they're a bit blur, cuz my hand keep shaking from the sprain. (:

yeah that's the stage. it doesnt look that nice without the side decos. (:

close up on the banner. nice rgt.. they got some guy to design the whole stage.

that's one of the sides. its looks so nice to hug lor. :(

that's the other side. i dun know wat happened when i took the pic. look like the the mushroom got enlightened. -.-

supposed to be father and daughter. but it looks more like older sis and younger brother. :D

the evil green elves. even the eyes look evil! muahahaha!

the yellow elves. supposed to look evil too, but why are they looking so cute?

the cute little witch wo for got her line in the middle of the show. so funny. her friends tried very hard to cover up for her. nice. (:

stared at those stuff for 5 min before i finally realised they were fake pears. :D

the red dolphins. so cute rgt!

the dolphin talking to the selfish.. fish.

see the yellow thing? i was wondering why were there stars in the sea. -.- then i realised its star..fish.

forgot what story this is.. but the clothes sure cost a fortune! oh yeah. they were fairies. :)

the wizards. and their clothes are real stared sticked colthes, not cloths with stickers. :D

the mirrors. this one seriously tickles.

cant rmb what they are. i only rmb i like the centre boyboy! cuz he damn cute lar!

now u know why i was wondering why the sea has stars? cuz they use the same ones for the stars on the sky.

the story of the sun, the wind and the traveller.

i like this class! cuz there's this damn cute boy! see the next one!

the boy on the utmost right. so cute right! shall date him 10 years later. :DD

still got a lot i lazy upload liao.. haha! k its alr 1am. shall go sleep.
byebye! (:

2007-11-13T06:57:00.001-08:00

ok i have not blogged for i've no idea how long. sorry! hahha.
and what's with the blogger's spelling correction thing? irritating sia!

ok u can say i dun have a life. :( 've been stuck at home 24/7 ever since meet the parents. :( and im doing maths! oh gosh imagine that. aiya SIAN AR! that's part of the reason im blogging. mum say its good. cuz can practice english. that's what cheryl said too. haha. ok what else what else what else???? erm...

went ranjini's open house few days back. the nite before that, mum called her. i was there cursing and cursing. she really damn.. eergh! the nxt day we were at her hs watching the movie called 'shaggy dog'. hah. i've got no idea how i manage to get out of the house. oh yeah. randy sat beside me, eating like a pig throughout the whole movie. woo the movie very nice! irritating effa was asking about the whole movie before it even started. -.- and siang was damn engrossed in the movie she didnt blink. lol. the guys+lyn began to play cards. wanted play money, but they not euough. then they did fear factor. blended chili, garlic, and some other weird stuff. then loser drinks. omg the looks on their face was, whow! haha. ok then we played uno. everyone started skipping siangyee's turn. lol. and she starting being herself(bimbotic) hahaha.
oh! ranjini's dog damn cute lar! hahaha. the dog was jumping here and there. like owner, like dog. haha!

wat else wat else? bbq is on thurs! yay! 2mr gg sheng siong buy stuff. aiyo dun noe whether will die not. haha. hope everything will go well on that day. (: oh which reminds me, we haven got a wet weather plan!! omg shit. that's one more thing to plan. :( we're over-budgeting, and we really hope people pay up. :( oh! anyone who wants to come can come too! come help eat! hahaha. we're at pasir ris beach from 3-10pm, at maze garden there. (i forgot wat pit :p)
and for my class..

WE'RE MEETING AT YISHUN BUS INTERCHANGE ON THURSDAY
NEED HELP CARRYING ALL THE STUFF, SO IF U LIVE IN PLACES NEAR THERE,
PLEASE MEET US! OK IF U'RE MEETING,
MSG ME OR CALL WANIE. CAN CALL ME TOO! (:
OH YEAH. PLEASE PAY YOUR $6 BUCKS!

ok done. that's all! i'll go eat my grapes. haha k byebye! (:

2007-11-13T06:57:00.000-08:00

2007-10-25T23:47:00.000-07:00

i feel damn sad lar. :(

we're not gonna be like this any more next year. wonder how life would be. would it be better? :(
all the hard times we went through together, all the stupid things we did, all the fun we had,and all the support we gave to each other. because everyone looked down on us, we learnt to stand on our own. within this one year, everyone grew up. a lot.
its not every year that u'll get classmates willing to go out with you even when they know they had to revise for their exams.
how i hope 3607 can stay unseperated. but we gotta face the fact. we have to learn from our mistakes. i hope they'll learn. really. how many people will not be able to have fun with us anymore? i dun dare count.

2007-10-14T07:25:00.000-07:00

yay went suntec city yest and today. totally tired out.
went to millenia walk too. whoa. the price of things in candy empire's like.. whoa.
k im dead tired.. so let the pics do the talking. :D

ok this is SUPPOSED to look cute. my cam resolution not gd in the dark lar. (:

looks so.... lynette-ish. :D

this was what i saw on saturday. its damn cute lar. but i didnt hav coins.

i swear i love this place. everyone does!
munchy donuts at millenia walk cant be compared. seriously.

queued for only 10 min. quite fast. i love double choc. effa say u are jealous! (:

other than that i bought a shirt, socks, and um.. a roasted chiken at only $2! was $5.90. then cuz it was alr 10.45 when we were in carrefour on sat, e price kept on dropping. shud've stayed a lil' longer. lol.

k im really damn tired. shall go sleep now. nitez! (:

2007-10-06T22:23:00.000-07:00

good friends are hard to come by.
thanks, effa. (:

2007-10-05T23:03:00.000-07:00

hi! yay i feel so gay now. :DDDD
partly cos dad's back(finally) and partly cos i went to the gym today!!!!!!!!!

yay dad's finally back. omg. so exciting. he's staying for 2 days b4 he's gone agn. its so never-ending lor. hate his boss. grrrr. then from nov onwards he's like going overseas to work for 3 months each time, and come bk only every 3 months. siao. then i only see him like 4 times a year?! what's wrong wif his boss???? -.- k nvm.

ok i declare examinations over for me. :DDD what's left ar? oh a maths and chinese. chinese, study what shit? a maths, study oso fail, dun study oso fail. so mus well use the time to do more meaningful things like um.. er.. READING BOOKS! yeah! oh which reminds me.. ok wait wait. i shall continue and not be random. (: haiya. so many papers finally ended. and i guess i didnt screw that badly after all. ok except for my geog and phy for which i dun wish to mention anymore. it only brings more pain.... ok watevr.

oh! books! yeah. got my hands on quite a few very nice books eh! cool. went ys lib with effa, py and ranjini yesterday. haha. the day before we decided to go thr STUDY a maths.
and when we went thr, we started reading books. and didnt stop till we went home. -.- ooh any, go read 'side by side' by um, some guy of sirname miller. haha. cool sia e bk. made me damn excited in the middle. but then it had a nice ending. omg i admire the novel writers. i mean, how the hell can they write 1 book from inspirations out of nowhere???
and their english is like superb. (: heart of betrayal is another damn nice bk. cuz i borrowed it. haha. ok. go read! the book's cover page damn nice! = the book damn nice! haha.

funny things happened while we were gg home today. shant say in detail but we practically ran all the way to the mrt stations. wahaha. went mac to eat wif ganesh and ranjini afterwards. all order big breakfast. f sia the person. i giv her 3 ten dollar notes and asked for 3 big breakfast. then i say pay seperately. then she gimme the 'huh wtf u toking about' face. wah then i stress. then practically teaching her p2 maths down thr lor. she really champion eh. after explaining to her what's pay seperatly, she gave me a change of $1.90. then i more stressed. ganesh beside me trying his best to calm me down. lol. then i told her i gave her $30. then she gave the 'wtf u toking abt' face agn. wah damn stress. after clearing matters up, she gave me the $1.90 and a $10 note. f. waste my time telling her how to seperate the change. made it so difficult for us to split the money. dang. ganesh was saying if he was me, he slap the person face alr. 1st thing, she damn bloody stupid. no offence but seriously. 2nd thing, she isnt good looking AT ALL. look like a pig. (not lynette that kind of piglet pig, at least she's cuter can?) grrrrr. stress.

met junyang at ys gym afterwards. met this jc girl. i dunno why but she looks so damn familiar. but i couldnt recall who that is. maybe one of my senior's jc friends. she was with this lady of arnd 40 yrs old, or older. we INFERED that that shud be her relative or sth. then that woman damn funny lor. fell from almost every machine she uses. stress. i mean.. 1st time it was ok.. a bit funny. then comes the second, then the third. then the 4th. then the 5th. wah then we down there thinking,' gosh.. can she stop falling down? cuz she fall down then will laugh loud loud. then very irritating. they left after 1,1/2hr, so it wasnt much of a problem.
feel damn guilty towards my body for stuffing it wif junk and not training for weeks(2 exactly). and can u believe it? i gained 1kg during these 2 weeks. wth. and i seriously dunno whether that's muscles or fats or simply bones. siao. gained like 2kg in a term. too much lar! i think my shoulders are getting bigger. cuz literally all my shirts shrunk at the shoulder part. and now i hav to get bigger shirts. -.- 4 hrs of serious training implanted sores all over my body. now that exams are over(quite), i'll stop all the junk food and get bk to weekly trainings or they'll start to nag agn. even guys can be very naggy nowadays. what's happening to the world???? actually, i dun care. :))))))

yay that's all. and im still feeling damn gay. hahaha.
im really feeling sores all over. guess i gotta go sleep. (:
byebye! (:

2007-09-28T22:56:00.000-07:00

thanks for replying that msg. but i feel sad. why? nvm. (:

i feel VERY outdated on a lot of things. gosh. long time nvr post liao. haha.
a lot of funny, lame and things happened recently. and tan chia chiu is getting more irritating! guess peop born on the same date got many things in common. u wun believe how funny things can get shen we do the same wrong things at the same time. cute sia. lol.

today's the 1st day of eoys. currently still coping well. planned to write 1 page for compo. ended up writing 2 full pages. and i still think my ending sucks. aiya nvm. ss soursebase was relatively easy. essay was a disaster. didnt study consequences of sri lanka conflict. wrote only 1/2 page for that. but spent 1/2 on 1 1/2 page on northern ireland essay. should be able to pass ba...
chiu was damn irritating during ss. got damn many sound effects sia. aiyo. and we both tied the sequence of the qns wrongly. we both put last page in the middle. too nervous that time i think. lol.

gosh i think dennis very poor thing. :( a bit pity him. :( but then, still, the guys in our class very.. aiyo. they way they do things very like kids. :) lucky he didnt cry. phew.

went studying with ranjini at BK today, agn. met sinying at mrt station wif siva. so we all went study together. no i mean without siva. went LJS eat lunch. then went nxt door study. burger king lar. met regina and her fren there. lol. i went to disturb them 1st. cuz the geog tb change then so 1st thing i asked was, 'wat u all studying?' then i flipped to the cover page. then i nod my head. then i said 'wah why tb change liao?' then after that i went bk. ranjini went to disturb them when i went bk. surprisingly, she did EXACTLY the same thing. regina keep laughing at the similarity. aiya same class. no choice. she copy me. hahaha.

finished studying metals and salts. ranjini finished the whole subj. ee! stress! anyway i not gonna sleep tonite so nvm. can chiong. hahaha. whole time through sinying sit dwn there and sian. now we noe why sinying gd fren wif rachel. cuz they all like laugh to themselves. :D aft that we went morthpt walk walk. ok i did quite a few, ok a lot of stupid things and asked a lot of stupid qn. ranjini oso. so quite ok. haha then whenever we do something stupid, we'll say 'aiya confirm cuz hang out wif effa too much' lol. ok effa please dun give the -.- look or the 'im-really-gonna-kill-both-of-u' look. hehehe.

ok i shall not continue. or it'll end up like my compo. lalala~ i go study chem! the most lovable subj in the world apart fr phy. :)(cuz i spent 16hr 16min on phy, so if i dun get A im gonna cry) ok that's all byebye! oh, and good luck to every one for eoys! for good people who dun need luck, JIAYOU!! :))))

omg im so touched by what he said. 1st time, for a guy. :DD dun wry, its not a love confession. cuz i think love confessions are gross. (:

2007-09-09T06:31:00.000-07:00

HELLO!! im updating agn.. and i seriously hav no idea wat's wrong with the font. and blogger itself. am updating cuz evryone's nagging. :(

1st things first.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUH TYNG!! (i've no idea why i cant change the size)
gosh. now she's 18. and im still fourteen. gosh im young. (:
heyya A levels this yr. mus work hard k.. we work hard together! know u can do evrything well.. including studies! (:
yay once our exams over we can go play.. YES!! we go tan during dec hols. evryone says i need a tan. :(

2nd things second.

went woodlands swensen's today. jus now. cool. tuition teacher wanted treat me cuz i got A for all e subj she taught me. (but actually didnt do well for all others) haha anw, we look on the bright side of the world! yay. wow the bill's as shocking as the length of effa's obs post.(k no link) earthquake was.. cool. but the r.t.p(oh man im so chem) was quite high, so it melted quite fast. but then it was still nice. and i like the solidified carbon dioxide!!(dry ice) yay and i finally bought highlighters! okkk i know im random. and i bought a phy assesment bk. i aim to beat puayying in sci nxt term!! (cuz beating chuanyee is.. impossible) yay i shall continue to score in sci. maths wise... uh hmmm. u know wat i mean.. anw thanks for the treat!! if i go work in dec.. i'll treat her bk when i get my 1st pay. :D

3rd things third.

obs people are finally back! like FINALLY. whole wk nvr sms effa a BIT weird. hehe.(we agreed this sounds gay.) so many peop went for obs. so sian lorz. hahaha. now they all come back liao.. like gt so much to tell. obs sounds fun, given the length of _______'s (insert name here)post. hahaha. might be gg for a camp in dec, so i'll have my fun then i guess! :)

4th things fourth.

caught up with primary sch friends which i hav lost touch with for 2 yrs. quite happy. teachers' day went back with dennis. wasnt very close to my own classmates in p-sch. was relatively closer to dennis and ganghao's class (they were in e same clas)
yeah and only one or two of my own classnates went bk. their class, tons went bk. (: was talking to dennis at one moment, the gals started calling 'suxian!! sixian!!' the 1st thing that came to our minds was 'eh? wat is szu hsien doing here?'lol it was quite stupid. and we bursted out laughing. lol. and suxian grew tall. now 1.56 le eh! when we left sch, she was only.. 1.4+ ba. cute rgt. still so cute. haiyo. nvr grow up at all. like me litat. :D

5th things fifth.

i think me and minshan are cursed. whenever we plan for a lot of peop to go out, in the end always left we all two only. quite weid. like 6-7 times liao. evrytime evryone last minute back out. :( can ask like 5-6 people out, and in the end only left us. kaoz!

6th things sixth.

last thing of all. im feeling damn tired now and i intend to go sleep. and hav to pack bag! gosh can believe the hols have ended. how i hope we hav one more wk hols. :( and the ss teachers cheat our feelings sia.. dun hav wat online lesson lor! wth. ok im really dead beat. shall go sleep now! byebye... :D

2007-08-28T21:43:00.000-07:00

yay im happy wif my results this term. (except maths, as usual.) ahaha.

english - A2
chinese - C5
physics - A2
chem - A2
e maths - E8
A maths - E8
SS - B4
history - C6
geog - B3

ok lar. not that bad rgt? (ignore maths) wah i improved my L1R5 for like 11-12points?! gosh. then if nxt term improve agn then can dun be diamond liao! wahaha. ok crap. nt possible.

i feel damn tired sia. why ar? tsk. i really feel like sleeping. no i mean really. ahh!! i realised a very funny thing. quite a few peop cannot roll eye! like tania. wahaha. bimbo sia. but nth as compared to effa. oops. waha. eh i really gna doze off. and im gonna do maths.(in case someone nags agn)
ok that's all. byebye!! (:

2007-08-19T16:42:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERALDINE!!!
my pigpig is FINALLY growing up! (or not) :))))))))))

spent half the nite awake. and now i understand what happened to us exactly one year ago. took me 1 year to understand. took me one year to realise i still cant forget what we once did. took me 1 year to realise time hasnt healed whatever it is supposed to. took me 1 year to realise u're still e only person who can make me smile, wholeheartedly. took me 1 year to realise.. i still treat u as a da jiejie.(:

does moon still reflect light.. back to the sun?

2007-08-16T06:52:00.000-07:00

gosh im not satisfies with the results we got this term(up till now). as usual, maths is a total disaster. haven passed a single maths test this term. sad sia. why cant we have combined maths and pure science? aiya dun care lar. keep asking us to drop a maths somemore.

other than that got back phy and geog.
got 21/30 for phy and 15/25 for geog. not worth the effort i put in. studied damn much for geog lar. then all the things that came up were the ones i though no need study. suck shit. especially the last 2 qns. :( lesson learnt - study EVERYTHING nxt time.

talking back to phy i really feel like banging my head against the wall sia.
nvr write unit - 1mark gone
bearing not to 3 sig fig - 1 mark gone
mcq circled the correct one but in the end write the wrong one - 1 mark gone
press calculator wrongly, 16 sec became 160s - 1 mark gone
draw graph accidentally write wrong no. scale - 1 mark gone
total - 5 marks gone to carelessness
if u were me wud u bang ur head against the wall? yes right??jus becos careless 26 become 21. ANGRY SIA!!! *bang head ar!!!*

gonna flunk my chem this term im sure. e qns were so alien to me lar. 3 marks gone to careless. nvr read qn carefully. lets see how much i still gotta lose. kao if i dun get A then there goes my A for science. I DUN WAN LAR! pissed sia.

trips to mac lab hav been fun. omg im so sorry i didnt help do anything in the project but i really got no idea how a imac works. (except for e cam) im really sorry ok.. (effa dun start nagging) gosh im retarded. was still thinking how to squeeze so much info into 5 boxes of the comic strip when they told me there can be a nxt page. -.- and effa plays barbie .com!!! gosh. bimbos play bimbo games. somemore intro it to ms wang. im sure she playing it secretly at her house. not surprising if she does. the camera is damn cool lar!! schang u into all kinds of weird monsters. me an tania played while the others was at the barbie game. walao funny lar!! even puayying was laughing like shit at the twisted face photos. :D then we played the x ray ones, which tranform all dark color into light color and vice versa. so naturally both our faces were black. tg was damn excited. for once we can be darker than effa and ranjini. :)))))) only 1 more lesson at the lab left. :(

i dun wan get back emaths and hist paper 2mr. dun wan lar!! mrs chong is going to nag and nag and nag agn. (worse than effa sia!)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LYN! poor gal got bullied early morn when she reached sch. got glitter all over her. then immediately after, got water all over her (thanks to me!) and omg i think the glitter stick more wif the help of water. oops. lyn is a stupid pig i swear. sarah gave her a cup which has a straw connected from inside to outside. but it looks as though its just outside. then sarah gave her a can of green tea and ask her drink on the spot.
after almost getting choked (cuz drink too fast), she suddenly shouted 'OMG!! CAN DRINK EH!! THE THING ACTUALLY WORKS EH!!!'
we were all diao-ed by her and bursted into laughing. mind u, there were around 7 peop there. lol. cute sia she. 2day bdae. 2mr napfa. smart. jus like cheryl. :))))

i shall end here. byebye!! (:

2007-08-12T06:25:00.000-07:00

hello!! im back from my 2 weeks of not blogging. keep forgetting to blog these days. lol. or is it no time??? hmmm. hmmmm... k 1/2 .1/2

yay. finally blogging! yay! dunno wat to blog about!! oh ya sorry to peop i cant msg.. i dun hav ur numbers!! cuz hp kna confiscated. so quite sad. walao contacts all in that hp lor. grrr. but i getting it bk 2mr, so... YYEEESSSS!! hope mrs ong doesnt forget all about it. :(

went to shop for bdae presents 2day. (actually half done alr) k so i finished shopping for all aug babies. and now... im officially pronounced bankrupt. again. sian!!! but ok lar. quite good in some way. cuz I've GOT MOTIVATION TO SAVE ONCE AGAIN. cool.

omg time really flies. can u believe it??? sometime later we'll be sitting for o levels. omg time flies. 2day was the 1st lesson ziai got wif my tuition teacher. lol they both damn cute (she 1000000 times cuter than ziai though) haha she oso say ziai cute.
then i text 'but i still cuter rgt.. obviously... lol.'
she replied ' haha. of cuz.. i see u grow up leh.. hmm. i sound old. last time u so shy.. now veh different. veh cute..'
i almost bursted out laughing at sunplaza. (somemore i was alone)cute lar she. no diff from 5 yrs ago. 4 yrs and 8mths. lol. only that she looks more mature now.. hee. gosh she really sound like my grandma. haha grandma only 9 yrs older than me. lmao.

jus rmb that there's maths test 2mr on trigo. but its e maths trigo rgt? if its not then i die. dunno how to do the curve curve thing. aiya dun wan study. lazy sia. emaths ok lar. aiya sian. nth more to write. nvr go out on hols.
cant believe i missed the ndp on tv. was playing ps2 at fren's house until i forgot the time. lol. he came my house and played monopoly yest. nvr won me since we were 6 yrs old. he pay rent until bankrupt. lol. shall upload e pics nxt time.

k i think nth more. shall go sleep. byebye!! (and lyn, u are still a stupid pig.)

2007-07-26T06:22:00.000-07:00

heyhey!! oh man i cant get use to the new keyboard. quite cool looking but evrything is compacted and small. and my two hands are squeezed together when i type. hahah. k im really not getting use to it. ahh. shit. k nvm.

shall post some chem prac pics. i think its damn fun btw. (:

reaction of um... um.. cant rmb. the thing actually turned fr green to blue!!

can still see the greenish ppt left behind at the end of the experiment.

it is a white solid. mr wong say dun heat too long if not will end up orange. so obviously we went to heat it longer. it turned out like the pic below. puayying was fascinated. (:

looks nice rgt. damn cool lar.

laughed so much today that i really dun know where to start. lol. wasnt in quite a good mood im the morning after what happened yesterday. but the guys really hav their way to make peop laugh. omg. cant stand them. recess laughed like damn bloody much thanks to the stupidity and biantai-ness of cheryl. webt up wif a packet of rice crackers. she thought rice crackers were octopuses, cuz of the many 'legs' of the crackers. and denis actually believed her. cant believe i got such a dumb gorgor. -.-

denis: jiangmei wat u holding?? i oso want!!

me: eh i dun wan giv u leh..

denis: GIVE ME LAR!!

me: DUN WAN LAR!!

denis: (change tactic, now use soft approach) pleasssseee.. walao last time p5 p6 i very nice to u 　　　　　one ok... *shows puppy face*

me: wah that's like how long ago.. ok lar ok lar. take.

denis: yay.*takes and stared at the cracker* wat's this?

me: -.- u dun noe and still want. -.-

cheryl: um.. octopus. very nice one.

denise: *starts munching* yar taste like octopus.

me and cheryl : *jaw drop*(cuz there's no octopus in it) (started laughing at him.)

denis: *stares* no meh?? *walks away......*

lol. then later meishan came. then hueiting.then they were talking bout hueiting's hairless arm and cher asked,'hueiting wei shen me ni shou shang mei you tou fa?' me and meishan bursted out laughing. suddenly cher realised she use the wrong word and give the 'stop laughing at me' look. lol!! (:omg cher is damn bimbo when it comes to chinese.

after school wanted to go home. go wif deva,azizan,puayying,ranjini,alvin,and ganesh. lol. before that ranjini was packing her stuff. or do u call it throwing it all over the floor? k nvm. then we were waiting for her.

then she was like telling me how there's a hole in her pinafore due to the splint thingy. then she said' nehneh, see see? got hole.' the guys didnt hear the in front part. only heard what she said last. so azizan, as idiot as ever, asked ' huh ranjini ur nehneh got hole ar??' then me and puayying laughed like shit, while the guys started talking about how can get hole. wth.

laughed at all sorts of random things all the way to mrt station. then on the way suddenly py stopped laughing. then we ask why. then she said,'laugh too much now i jaw pain'. lol.

in the station was even more funny. cuz deva and alvin dun go the same way, there was me, py ranjini, ganesh and zan left.

py was damn cute. she wanted to go in the station but the ezlink card tapping machine didnt detect her card. at first she tap. nth happened. then she flipped it over and tapped agn. still nth happened. then she got anxious. she jump jump(twice) then bang her wallet onto the thing twice and then finally it detected the card. lol!! me zan and ganesh were like 'omg what's wrong with py?' lol. the jumping part was DAMN cute i swear. lol. (ranjini was acting emo then)

in the train there was this guys sitting at where we stood. he slept like he's on the bed like that. ong. his mouth was like opened so damn big. zan damn basket. he was like 'anyone got small small insect, mosquito?' then we were like'do wat?' 'aim. and then.. CHOP!' ranjini started laughing. it took us a few sec to get the joke though. then troughout the whole time we took turns to try and aim imaginary mosquitoes into the guys mouth. -.- but quite funny. haha.

ranjini laugh and laugh and accidentally kicked another guys's feet.(the guy was asleep) zan immediately suggested a damn stupid.... cuz ranjini say sorry the guy cant hear. obviously. so zan suggested to continue kicking and kicking the guy until he wakes up. then say sorry. lol that was damn basket. luckily asraf wasnt around. if not we'll all get cramps today. (:

k that was really a long one. i cant do qn 6!!. and im still not getting used to my keyboard!! haha nvm.

ok byebye. (:

why did i let myself believe, miracles could happen? cuz now i have, to pretend, that i dun really care.

2007-07-22T08:15:00.000-07:00

muscle's aching all over. ouch.

k i seriously think that im going to fail the test 2mr. and the stupid teacher is going to nag about how not serious we were and how we're never going to make it. wtf. talk bout all the inspirational talks and all sorts of shit. the school made a wrong choice. and we actually followed suit.
was damn scared of 2mr's test. i didnt do well for the last one. k i didnt know how to do kinematics. and this one is going to be worse. mrs chong keep saying that she's slowing down for us alr. but why do i still feel that she's rushing through? effa's post on her blog voiced out wat i had to say. and i know we aren't the only people feeling this way.

things are hard to say. i keep trying to comfort myself by saying that well, we improved slightly over the months. but what's the use of that 0.1 or 0.2% msg improvement? it really doesnt make a difference. really. people still dun hand in their work, still try all means to create more trouble for the class. sianz. jus hope they know how to help themselves. i really wun wanna see the whole class being black diamonds. its not a nice feeling.

effa's right.
when one by one they fall, you gotta learn to stand on your own.
maybe u wun want that, but u dun have a choice. when u cant change wat's given, u jus have to make the best out of it.

2007-07-20T01:33:00.000-07:00

hi.
happy racial harmony day!! haha. today was sort of.. fun?? yeah.
morning was damn freaky. mingming saw sinying at yishun mrt when the train went into the station.
jiangmei: eh u walking or taking bus later?
sinying: haha i still at yishun lar.
jiangmei: huh u purposely miss the train ar?
sinying: huh but i haven even reach the station!
jiangmei: wth but i saw u eh!! u wearing ur class tee?
sinying: yar but i really wasnt there!

then i got freaked out. so did she. tuition teacher say b4 that its some kinda 4D physics which explains that when we're here, there's someone exactly like us in the other part of the world. dun understand the watevr concept and theorem lar. but mad scientists have a way to describe this thing one. haha.

azizan's shirt is damn big. or rather his father's shirt is damn big. wah can stuff like 2 of me inside one lar! freak man. then adel forgot to bring jeans for me and i had to go round asking guys for long pants. -.- and i realised that wearing long pants is actually cooler than wearing pinafore. hahaha. k nvm. and i swear i looked like a guy. -.- lessons past very fast when u are having fun. (: anw thanks zonghan for ya pants. (:

the movie screening was damn boring. its like learning sec 2 history again. dang. then went to take sec 2s for amazing race. andersonian race actually. (so damn THANKS to azizan again) cua he didnt go so i had to go. stupid lar. then we went running all around the schools to play games. wat the fish.then waste my time lar! run here run there.

so i missed 1st part of talentime. but i swear daphne and zoe were great!! hahaha. hongyu oso not bad but nvr really show what he practiced. haha. and i know siangyee's weakness!!! she really really really cannot stand cute guys.omg. and girls too. its a fact ok. haha.
hey most of them sang well lar. ok not exactly most. hehe. those seriously out of tune, pitch and interval one oso have lar. (:

im still not allowed to go cca. and im damn stressed for geraldine. haiya how? i shall think of a way to teach them. ok bye. (:

i knew u wanted to say something. and i know u couldn't. u look at me, i look at u. then we turn away. maybe eye contact hurts. i dun really know.

2007-07-19T07:12:00.000-07:00

today is 19/07/07.
time flies man. serious. so fast and we've like been sec 3s for 7 months. fast.
so fast and we've not talked for 1 yr. only one more month to go and it'll hit e 1 yr term. fast eh?

haha im proud of myself that i hadnt been in very bad mood today. ok except morning. morning quite sad partly because mum nagged and nagged about me not doing my work when i've done all. wtf.

haha was quite sian until recess. that stupid small little girl in 3/3 cheered me up. stupid lar. chase me all round 2nd level wif a water gun. walau then i was halfly wet. grrr. but luckily reinforcements came soon. she shooted xinping, asraf and gerald. in the end we ganged up against her and she got so totally wet. haha serves her right. haha but she oso quite poor thing i mus admit. haha. fun sia. especially when u're the one holding the guy. yes!! haha. we four take turns to shoot her. poor thing. (tries to be sarcastic)

haha lyn seriously cheered me up. although it was at the cost of half wet pinafore and blouse. lols!! (: yay. this was the only 19 im like in good mood ever since... k nvm.

yay 2mr racial harmony! mus wear ethnic costumes. haha. during ss we were in gps and clint was like pronouncing ethnic as atenic. haha. me and tania laugh like shit sia!!lol still rmb last year when ms thoo wanted us to wear costume almost no one wore and she had to say that if there were 8 peop who wear, she'll be damn glad. haha. not exactly bonded huh. unlike this year. the whole class is like wearing lar. so fun. (:

class noticeboard deco turned out to be a disaster. well not exactly, but we were left with one whole piece of white only. were deciding whether to use to use gingerbread man or use girls since its easier to draw. then we went on to laugh at someone and talk about sth else. then we forgot about it and went home. -.-

ahh!! why is evryone saying they're gg to buy skirt for me??? im not going to wear so dun bother. dun need skirt lar. wanie say if anyone can get me to wear a girl's shirt that person shud be damn pro liao lar. hahaha. wanie and afiqa say i mus go get a boyfriend. -.- k maybe that'll happen in like 7-8years?? haiya basically i've no interest in guys. wats so good that u've gotta make them ur boyfriend?? brother can lar. very good friend oso can. boyfriend?? nah. dunno how to be girlfriend oso. mus do wat ar. any one suggest anything? k nvm. hahaha. wanie say i mus try to like not break his bones 1st. hehe. i think 1st week only he get bruise evrywhr liao. haha. lame. k nvm.

primary friend currently at my house. his parent oso there. haha. guy agn of course. lol EFFA DUN THINK TOO MUCH. actually not primary sch friend. its mursery friend. wah that mean we know each other for like 12 yrs alr?? waoh tat's long. haha. since he's not planning to leave anytime soon, i might not get to sleep until like around 4+? or later. he no need go sch. studies in China. haha. dang im tired. shall go play UNO wif him and my sis.
byebye!!

fate isn't fair. but god is. when he takes something away from u, he's bound to give u sth back in return. believe that. im a free thinker and i believe that. (: so you should too.
wanted to say jiayou when she ran past me, but didnt. didnt know why too. haha. that's what's fate. nvr gives u a chance to do what u wish to. (: haiya one year liao still feel the same sadness of one year ago. wat is this man. stupid. maybe there're jus some things that u wun wan to forget, even if you try. and there's always someone whom u wan to rmb forever.

2007-07-17T06:19:00.000-07:00

yay im currently damn proud of myself for finding my ss essay!!!
meaning i dun have to redo!!! YYESSSSS!!!!
im bored. nth to do lar. 2mr napfa. how? sian. haha anw,

HAPPY BDAE TO CHERYL!! (: once again. -.-
yay someone's growing up!!

poor cheryl early morning gna so much water on her... no thanks to siangyee and LYNETTE. haha they quite cute. bought fake hp for cheryl and water guns. -.- haha actually quite fun (shooting lynette. duh) during recess we were like running about like mad women playing wif water gun. (especially lynette) hahaha.

2mr 2.4km run!! how!! i dun feel like running. so hope it rains. before the thing start. if not then die. hope it doesnt rain while running, though that means it'll be cooler. hope to chase after effa.(that's quite a siao idea) haiyo. i think i'll walk like maybe 2 rounds.(jason shuddup. i know i nvr exercise)
i shall go gym for like once when im free. wah now i like damn lazy. 1 month only go like 3 times... used to be 1 week 2 times. but i nvr ever ever use treadmill. that's the problem. hahaha.
wan go!! no time!! 'wasted' on homework. hahaha.
muscles are turning into fats soon.. :( (scientifically they cant, but yeah.)

wah arm still jammed (cramp) due to poking lynette after efl. like so long liao. wth. her stomach got curse. arrrghh. k i shall stop here. update more 2mr. provided im alive. (:
byebye!!

2007-07-15T06:50:00.000-07:00

HELLO!! im quite happy 2day.
partly cuz dad's finally back, after 2 months, and partly cuz i had a free movie!! (:
omg i swear harry potter movie was damn nice can? although the theatre sucks. cuz it was at semb. that's why. guang (not guangfu) was damn nice lar. treated me to movie, popcorn and mac. shit i feel so guilty asking him to pay. haiya but usually its all i pay one so it made us quits. (:
dad gave me a sling bag. quite small. not very new, but usable. haha. cigarette smell is once again going to fill the house. and for some reason, it doesnt seem to mind anymore. (:
CAUTION: THAT WAS NOT A HINT FOR U TO SMOKE MORE, DAD.

eh. i jus read an interesting email. or useful. maybe. shall post it here.

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. guess she was one of them.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime. this applies to evryone i know. (:

cool rgt. i think its quite cool. k i'll try to accept watevr is said. happiness is ur choice. its whether u choose it, or not. there is only 1 thin line seperating both sides, not a universe. yay. i rmbered that.

haha. i shall go pack my bag and go sleep. nitezz.
smile, people. it might make someone's day.

2007-07-13T19:57:00.000-07:00

yay!!!!!!!! comp is like finally finally OK!!
i think im quite outdated after weeks of not online. hahaha. now cant even type fast. -.-
k many many many things happened this two weeks. now i dunno where to start.

hmmm. flag day was interesting. for the 1st part of it cuz chongpang there the market got a lot people. then around 1+ nobody liao.. sian. go evrywhere oso see the same people. can u imagine junhe's face when a person donated to me, effa and martiin but not him?? hahaha. we all laughed like shit. effa cant bring herself to ask people but in the end still got more money than junhe. lols. junhe invented a few bastard tactics. one of them was like:
goes up to someone with a can and say 'excuse me..' then the person will go ' nono. no money' then u'll say 'i say excuse me only wat. who ask u donate?' haha. quite bastard. lol when i went to buy coke from a coffee shop, the auntie there thought i wan her to donate then keep staring at me. -.- in the end we were so bored we went to eat mac. in the end went to underpass to collect money. walao almost EVERYONE who went pass us donated to effa lar! then i was damn jealous lar walao. many peop went safra after that but i went home and crashed onto the bed. (:

i think the class flag in our class was quite cute. wanted to use masking tape. then somemore we said that recess we go buy together. then in the end no one remembered. wanie was smart. smartly cute. suggested to use the CD stickers we got fr youth day. lol. the thing really looked cute. haha.

chinese oral was easier than i thought. haha. before that me and jean were like nervous like shit lar. somemore xiaoling was 1st. then after she did it she was showing all gestures of 'shit. im screwed.' then we were damn stressed looking at her. funny lar. after that she went up to the stage and sat on the floor despite there being a lot of chairs. lols. was damn easy. when i looked at the passage i was laughing insede lar. like sec 1 passage sia. listening coming up. shud be able to do it. i wan to get A1 for chinese!! (:

im damn glad that i can understand almost all lessons taught in class. except for geog. i think i'll suck at geog. k i alr suck at geog. walao the graph test i got 15/40. was quite disappointed. i forgot to draw the table and lost like 7 or 8 marks. if not i could've gotten like 20+. regreat spending 45min on the 1st qn. grr. there was only 1 part in the whole paper that i dunno how to do. yesterday slept damn late. went to do the paper again. finished it in 55min. could do evrything. damn frustrated. haha. i understand trigo. but senior said we haven even started on trigo yet. all intro only. :( i like physics and chem. i shall try to score in these two subj. haiya if i knew that they were my strongest subj, i shud've taken double sci. haha but nvm. love 3/6 most. (: (:

i wan watch harry potter!! but no money how? cant watch lor. quite sad. i think he damn good looking lar. he grown up a lot from the 1st movie. so did we. haha. (:

i realised i missed 2/5 a lot recently. the song 'graduation' brought back a lot. it was, and still is our class blog song. haiya although we were not united, but the '9 boys only' class was fun lar. missing someone a lot recently too. (:
ok. im having tuition soon so i shall stop here. CHEMAND PHYSICS!!!! YESS!! a lot of peop bdae coming soon. shall start to be on diet. (: bye!!

p.s.. class secretary job sucks. so mafan. now i know how effa felt. haha.

2007-06-28T00:37:00.000-07:00

long time nvr update liao. right? hehehe. bout 1 week.

nth much. sch has started. boo... im still in my 'sleep till 9am' mood lar. dread waking up evryday. sian.

last few days weren't very exciting, partly cuz the weather is killing me!!! stupid tropical equitorial region. quite irritating. lucky i sit under fan in class if not i wun have survived. (:

speech day rehearsals are also another fatal cause. wth. rehearse and rehearse so many times. can die lar walao.

today was.... ok... apart from maths. mrs chang was nagging and nagging and nagging ang nagging. cant stand. last 2 yrs got ms thoo. these two yrs got mrs chong. -.-

after sch, the guys in suddenly gone mad and started to throw stuffs at each other from the front to the back of the class and back to the front. siao people. started off with chapteh, the went on to pencil case, then file, then bag, then chair, and lastly, TABLE. sick man. walao the table almost hit tania lar. then they on music from maurice's ipod so loud that outside 3/9 can hear. they think disco ar. lol. tg said that she was surprised that we 3 can do homework in that kind of enviroment. (so damn afraid that anth wud fly into ur face any moment) lols.

oh yar. class photos are here! yeah finally. walao. evryone say most of the class look like gangsters. lol. we look so bad meh? hahaha. i find many faces very funny though. wahaha. but some spoilt the image. (quite mean rgt?) but you shud agree lar. *coughs*

yeah. nth much more. so i shall post some really outdated photos. yeah! enjoy! (or not...)

tis was damn long ago lar! during exam. hah. jacq quite cute. (: (:

jacq's hair was 'styled' by this person....

i've completely no idea what he was doing. -.- eating paper??

this was what we bought when we went out during hols. the box damn nice. the ICE CREAM too! (: it was 800ml. cool lar! mine was green. effa's was blue, ranjini's was yellow and jacq's was pink. :D

it looked like this before we ate it..

but looked like THIS after we finished. in i think around 10 min if im not wrong.

what she doing?? no idea. -.-

below are some that me and ainul saw when we went amk hub last week. (:

k that's all! i shall try update more often! (: byebyes.

2007-06-18T07:09:00.000-07:00

TO ALL 3/6 PEOPLE :
pls take note that physics extra lesson is on this thursday, 21st june. the following are things that are to be brought for the lesson.

- physics practical workbook
- pencil
- long ruler
- calculator
- REPORT BOOK

2007-06-17T06:57:00.000-07:00

i WAS bored. haha. 1st thing come online do ziai's test. haha. funny.
I TOPPED HER SCOREBOARD!!! im damn pro. hah.
anw, went seoul garden for lunch today. shiok. mum was damn nice. she saw me doing hw (hardworkingly) tis morning.

she said : jiangmei ar..
me : eh?
mum : maths do finish alr?
me : um.. sch hw finish a lot le.. only left coordinate geo.
mum : wan eat lunch a not?
me : huh.. i thought we jus ate breakfast?
mum : we go out for lunch wan a not?
me : eh... where? (continues writing some random geog stuff)
mum : somewhr like.. pizza hut or seoul garden?
me : *almost fell off the seat* wah.. u ok a not? why suddenly so nice?
mum : dun wan oso can...
me : WAN!! WAN!!!!

that was the end of our conversation. and my goeg hw. can u believe it? i finished both geog ws!! (pls say u believe it) damn cool. so im left with coordinate geo for hw only!! oh yea.

k continue wif lunch. the stupid place was damn packed today lar. due to father's day. i damn sad. dad not in singapore. wun be back for his bdae. :(
haiz nvm lar. (:

k im bored. shall stop. until nxt time.....

2007-06-06T07:09:00.000-07:00

i think im bored to death. no i mean im bored to death. walao i wanted to enjoy a few days of 'stay at home' but then when i jus sat in front of the comp and did nth, it feels damn boring.
was so bored until i off the comp and began to do a maths hw. kao i think im rotting lar! eat like pig like that, ++ no exercise at all. i think i'll become piggish soon. dang. anyone suggest anything to do at home apart from fighting wif my sis?(that's fun ok.. cuz i always fight her like some doll or sth) i needa go out to do SOMETHING!!

wat's worse. all the peop i was looking for didnt come online today. grrrr. walao how can this be????? 54 peop all not online at one go. how can this be?????? wth. pissed. walao then all the not online people are the ones whom i looking for. -.- have been sms-ing a lot lately, cant expect me to sms all 54. -.- nvm.

haha interesting. almost evryone who did my test say that i hate maths most. actually i don't. cuz i can do well in maths if i want to.. but i'll never, ever, ever, do well in stupid history. who can differentiate stalin and hitler lar! i only know they fr diff country.
haha. almost everyone say i love doggie soft toys. I DUN HAVE ONE LAR!! lol. maybe cuz i love dogs. haha. elephants rock ok.. they're damn cute. (i mean the soft toys)

ok im so bored that im going to stone for the next ___mins. i shall invest my time into more useful things, like sleep. -.- i think im really getting piggish. (geraldine stop laughing.. i not as pig as u lar)

ok i shall go do investments.(of time) yeah. so long!! (:

2007-06-03T00:02:00.000-07:00

today is 3rd june.
let me see. 15 1/2hrs to the concert. im a bit nervous. no actually a lot. tic sales wasnt too good, but wasnt too bad. its ok.
ohohoh. i got sth to say. i completed my 3 pieces of chinese hw, the 2 pieces of compo of english and emaths hw. 5 leh! im damn proud of me. (: so still left with 1 hist, 1 ss, 2 geog, 1 amaths. so it means that i completed 1/2 of all my homeworks alr! woohoo! i shall jiayou and finish the rest. (:
sec 4s stepping down after today. somehow, im worried. scared that our batch wun be the playful, trouble making, fun us anymore. things will start to change. again. peop'll start to be arrogant, ordering other peop around. we wun have time for each other anymore. we wud be busy wif our own sections and proposals and stuff. im worried. :(

HAPPY BITHDAY TO HER.
i noe she'll never see this, but nvm. (:
i wonder why concert must be on the 3rd. i know it'll be hard for me to concentrate tmr. i'll try my best. let god do the rest. things'll start flowing back. i dunno whether i can still hold on. this time last yr, was wishing her happy bdae too.
i'll try to clinch on. i'll try to not use my brain. aye shuddup lar.
anw, HAPPY 15 gal.

2007-05-25T23:56:00.000-07:00

YESSSSS!!!!!!!!! 3/6'07 really really really rockers, though they're off their rockers most of the time. hahahahahaha. we won tug of war and tag!!!!!!!!!!! im super super super proud of them lar!!! lols.

TUG OF WAR.

wat the hell. i swear we looked like some constipated women and man ok. see 3/4 people all stand in one neat neat straight row, then pull like some gentleman and gentlewomen. then our side looked damn like some barbarians trying to haul up a whale lar!!! haha. anyhow stand and anyhow pull. but we won!! that's the best thing of all. hah. we stronger than 3/4! lols.

TAG.

against 3/5. game was damn easy to win. haha. it was our targeted champion game. haha. nth much. run around like some mad shit. nth else. hah.

TELEMATCH.

stupid. retarded. watevr word u can use to discribe this game.wth. skip skip skip, hophophop. -.- lamest game i ever seen on earth (apart from sudoku) i didnt want to play in the 1st place lar! k no one did. hah. but thanks to SOMEBODY, i played. not fun. but see peop fall quite fun. oops. sadistic.

PUSHBALL.

i swear i hate szuhsien!!! grrr. we slammed head to head lar!! given a tortoise head, i obviously lose rgt?? wth. k i shall not type the full incident here and let the whole world laugh. shhhh. k end of story was, one huge blueblack wif blood clot and a huge swell. 1 word - pain. haiyazzz. (haha i noe cher very xin tong rgt?? dun deny) haha. its all worthwhile. so adding up all e injuries today, i have knee pain, backache(due to tug), one huge cut on e leg and the bigbig blueblack. but its all worthwhile. (: haha. shit i cant smile lar! smile then very pain. :(

very sad. cannot smile. haha. ouch. how to not smile?? -.- k nvm. anw 3/4 did well, though got some cheats. haha. its jus a game. no hard feeling yeah? (: oh ya. thanks to tg for pulling me back. if not i wud have fallen. haha. dunno wat toking me? nvm. (:

yay!! so we won sth. one adidas cap and one pair of black socks. damn cool. ha. im damn proud of 3/6!!! i lurveeeeeeee 3/6! although we not THAT united, we go wif cliques that blend together well as a class.

k i'll try my best to influence positively on our classmates and help whenevr i can ok. then we'll all have brains.(k effa shut up) haha. we mus improve as a class, not jus as individuals. (: luv 'em still. (:

TOGETHER WE SET OUT WITH FAITH.

i think its damn nice lar, maybe cuz effort was put in. curse those who jus stand aside and give negative comments.

my name and jacq's ha. dunno why gold one. supposed to be silver. maybe cuz sunlight. haha. i wrote one neh! so happy. (:

Hsien and cher ting. haha. nice rgt. this one look more normal. (:

3/6 walking round the track- for fun. -.-

ha. i think junlin looks retarded. anw HAPPY COMING BDAE TO JUNYAO!!!

US. hehehehe. (: k for the 1st time in my life, and maybe the last, i think effa quite cute. haha. (but still damn bimbo!) i nvr say anything ok....

summing it up.... 3/6's the BOMB. (:

2007-05-21T05:05:00.000-07:00

haizzzzz. tests. results. sian.

failed 4/7 of the subjects taken back. seriously damn pissed wif me. i got study! but why litat.. i oso dunno. seems to be worse than last term. wth. didnt go for cca. didnt wanna go partly cuz i have totally no mood to play music. go there see evryone black face'll only make things worse. told joanne i didnt wanna go. told her i didnt have the mood. told her i was going for heats. i didnt pon. really didnt. im damn loser lar. keep disappointing people only. stupid jiangmei. haizz. results so bloody poor. disappointed mum. disappointed dad. wth. somemore daddy's overseas. didnt realise this few weeks bk, but now, im really missing him a lot a lot a lot. without him damn weird lar. no one scold me, no one play catching wif me in the hs. without him like damn quiet lar. haiz. father's day coming. dad wun be bk. feel damn devastated. damn sad. we rarely talk much, but deep down inside, we know there's love.

k im damn emo now lar. ignore me. arrghh. im damn disappointed wif me also. while trying to not disappoint anyone, i disappoint a lot of peop. sian. got f9 for a maths and hist. 1st time in my sec sch life i have f9s. damn F-ed up lar. *yawns* tired sia. shud i go dwnstairs play ball or shud i go slp? k obviously i choose the latter. chinese result not out yet. shud be out 2mr. am i gonna be disappointed once again? dun really noe. hope not.

anyway,
im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa. im sorry effa.
not cuz i didnt go, but cuz i made u disappointed. :( sorry lar.. sorry lar.. today's really not my day to enjoy music. haizxz. okay i promise u i wun skip anymore until the day we step down okok? i swear i swear. *puts out 3 fingers*(or is it 5?) i never broke any promise i made to anyone since young.. so must trust me ok? haiya.. dunno how to say. not good wif words lar, as usual. dun angry le ok? i sincerely apologise for disappointing u. (k that sounded weird. anw..)

ok. here's a piece of news that u shud be happy about.

3/6 HAS PLAYED INTO THE FINALS FOR TAG, TUG-OF-WAR AND PUSHBALL!! WE'LL BE COMPETING AGAINST 3/5, 3/4 AND 3/4 RESPECTIVELY THIS FRIDAY! SO THAT MEANS WE'LL BE PARTICIPATING IN 3 OUT OF THE FIVE FINALS. CHEER US ON! (:

woots im seriously proud of 3/6 lar! though we got into tug of war finals due to 2 walkovers. xp anw we won 3/1 by 4 sec in tag. so proud lar. but 3/1 did very well oso. (: we'll be playing 3 finals. we'll be dead at the end of the day. but! mus die with glory. so we MUST win sth at least. i believe we can! it might be the only thing mrs ong can be proud of our class about. so we mus fight on. (:

arr. sleepy. tired. i think im going to lie dn any moment and never wake up agn. i mean 2mr morning then wake up lar. haiyo.. think so much. tsk tsk. im seriously cheered up getting reminded of 3/6 getting into 3 out of 5 finals. poor ganesh. practically sat down there and held evryone's valuables with him during the games today. haha.

k im seriously gg to die soon. so.. till nxt time! ja-ne!

2007-05-19T04:42:00.000-07:00

went out wif ah ma yesterday. damn rubbish. were practically crapping for the full 5+ hours. haha. so cool!! haiya. effa shud have came. :( anw, took neoprints. here they are!! (:
dunno why the last one ended up so big. -.- haha. cool rgt??yay. so happy. no lar. actually quite hot now cuz of some irritating things. so.. let the pictures do the talking.

the wallet damn nice lar!! k i think its damn nice anw.. so DO NOT GIVE COMMENTS. tyvm. (:
the inside of the wallet. yes! buy for my nxt bdae ok? thank you!! (: (: (kidding, its damn ex. dun ever waste ur money on luxuries.)

yay! the wallet ah ma finally bought. haha. bad thing its a gal instead of guy. i mean at the side. :( minshan. figuring out which one she shud buy. the place i almost banged head to head wif someone. (dun laugh)
say Hi! notice no one is looking at u? muahaha. devastated? *tries to avoid rotten eggs coming my way* arrghh!! why the hell is my hp pouch there?????

ever seen hands kissing?! now's the chance....

shaking hands? or shaking face??? xD

chicken little when it ate a lot and then jumped into a puddle of mud wif his buddy.

the 'chopsticks and food' that totally leng diao-ed me and ah ma. haha. who the hell 'll use chopsticks to kiap erasers to erase stuff?! -.-

dunno why take this pic oso. i think we were laming about erasers. hahaha. anw, its cute ok..

k i swear this is freaking retarded. its a big, i mean huge ball wif a person standing in it. promoting bubbletea i think. cuz it says ' wanna add pearl?' haha. the person inside damn poor thing. stuffy until like hell. i think the person is almost dead le lar, cuz the other is like trying to get him to the stairs there then take out the suit. lols.

yay! elephants! woots!!! cute sia! actually not supposed to take pics, but yar. the person damn stupid. i take alr, gg out liao, then she come say.. no taking of photos. -.-

k thats all. haha. im super damn tired. shall go slp. haha.

nitez evryone!! (: (:

2007-05-18T07:39:00.000-07:00

im damn high now. damn damn damn high. thanks to all the crap contributed by many many many diff peop. -.- planned to update 2mr.. butsince effa requested and im bored, i shall crap a bit. and i mean a bit. haha.

oh ya anyway thanks chee keong for cheering me up on monday, though he didnt know wat the heck was wrong wif me. im sorry for not talking for the full 3 hrs. guess i looked weird playing bball alone wif a guy sitting in the middle of e court asking wat happened to me. haha. thanks a lot. see his face feel like laughing. serious. peop think he shuai. -.- damn himbo lar.

i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored.i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. k done. now u can see im real bored. haha.(:

2day was fun. i think.had some chan.. chan.. um. chan_ something one lar. jap martial arts. cool. very fun lar. k seriously its e only martial arts we get to hit instructors. i think i go taekwondo there beat my instructor he'll crush me into meat sauce lar(direct translation). haha. cool. then the guy who keeps on taking our class, aloyscious i think. dunno how to spell. xp he damn funny. he was like pointing to his face ask me hit him, so i jus use full force force whack lar duh. then he was like 'relax lar.. whack so hard for wat?' haha. i feel like laughing lar. he damn funny. (:
only bad thing.. is that once u gna hit.. 'OUT' they shout. irritating. sudden death oso better than this. grrr. but still, damn cool. cuz the stick damn super soft. then hit not pain at all. whack like hell oso not pain. haha. the counter attacks and the blocks oso damn weird. cant even use arm block the blows lar! wat is this??? good thing (or bad..) --- cannot hit a person until injury or anth. haha. cool. no worries at all. nt bad. but very different from taekwondo. thus, i still like the latter more (partly cuz i mastered it). yay. for once the sch is successful in organising post exam activities. haha. cheers for mdm lim and team!!! woohoo!!!

that thing took up the whole 2 1/2 hrs. i think. yeah. then got recess and some leadreship program. the person damn nice lar! cut down our 2hrs course to 1 hr!!! but that meant we wasted $4. wah.. heart pain. (partly cuz i accidentally banged my bookshelf) was ok. understood. at least. haha. be glad ok..

band prac. was one of the rare few not looking forward to it. supposed to end at 6pm. in the end end at 6.32. + fall in fall out, we left the sch at 7pm. thanks a lot man. in the end me and ainul were almost ran to the station cuz we were running very late. haha. met effa, aisyah, ranjini. haa. crapped like dunno wat thing. xp

cool. 2mr gg out wif ah ma. as in minshan. -.- why the hell wud i go out wif my real ah ma??!! haha. her sis and meifeng ps us.. haiz. asked effa along. but she got tuition, as usual. then cuz someone very GOOD GIRL one, cannot pon lesson, so gotta get bk b4 3pm. cannot. so no choice. sad. sobsobs. nvm lar! we'll still hav fun! jus dared ahma to wear skirt 2mr. she dared me too. but skirts are naturally no-nos to me. haha. nvr happened in my life, it nvr will. haha. as usual. polo tee and board shorts. haha.

BAND CONCERT IS ON THE 3RD OF JUNE IN SCH HALL. TICKETS SELLING AT I DUNNO WAT PRICE BUT CAN TELL U SOON. I THINK(HOPE). (: (:
i dun even noe whether i can play on that day... 3rd june. haiz.

2007-05-17T06:27:00.000-07:00

k im posting. 2day had balloon sculpturing. ok lar. not as bored as sudoku-the dumbest game i ever played in my life. had a movie called NUMB3RS for some maths thing. nice. exaggerating facts though. who the hell will go and.... nvm. leave it. after that got some police talk. hello??!! i thought they came for SENIOR CITIZENS WEEK or sth. 5/6 of them are above 55 yrs old. yeah. that talk seriously helped a lot(sense some sarcasm pls..).then waited for full 3 hours for the bloody_____ shall tok bout it ltr. enjoy e pics 1st!! (:

my 1st ever ever ever balloon dogdog!! adorable rgt?? but i bursted minutes after i took this photo....... :(

tis two are... um. effa's and aqilah's haha. look so like couple!! (: (:

my 2nd dog(orange) and naf's one(blue).she insisted on taking photo than holding them. -.-

the flower aisyah gave me!! so sweet rgt?? haha. the flower has a tail. cool.

shahril's lucky dog. bursted. thanks to alvin. --.''

k. now im going to rant. like hell. so dun read if u dun wan to. (:

im pissed. seriously. really. suck. i think peop got a lot of prob wif 3/6. seriously wat's their problem??? hello?! i dun see anth wrong wif being in 3/6. we got super fun buddies, we got a united class, we got peop who really care for each other and care to even nag at those who dun wanna do work. wat else can we ask for??

were not the bad kids evryone think we are. we are nice peop can?????wat's their problem. jus cuz we're in 3/6 doesnt mean we are not responsible, cannot follow instruction and cant function rgt. we are humans dey. HUMANS. we hav feelings too. jus randam comments can hurt us gettit? then when we tell peop we CAN accomplish things, they'll give the 'but u in 3/6 rgt?' look. wat's their problem?? cant they see that we're changing?? we're changing for the better. we're improving slowly, but at least we're trying. rgt?? if u think we suck, u suck more. if u think we rock, u rock too! for those who love discriminating us, GO GET A LIFE YO.

interview sucked. like shit. irritated. 'how r u sure that u'll work well wif ur batch?' suck cork. we stuck together through thick and thin since recruits can? if i dun work wif them, then work wif who?? ben, sky, alvin, ainul, martin and shahril are alr part of me. wat's e use of asking that kinda qn???? 'then how u prove to us that u can work wif them?' wtf. never see enuff is it? we've alr proven ourselves to be very gd buddies since sec 1. hello?! have eyes or not??

suckers. talk about biasness. who is bias against who lar. still wan say me. talk about contradicting myself. who's contradicting who?? was full time telling myself to relax. half way through really felt like standing up and slam e chair lar. not that u dunno, given my temper, better dun do anth close to insulting me or my friends. sucks. 'will u change ur attitude?''will u change?''will u change?' change wat shit u tell me? i m jus me. who told me that it doesnt matter what others think? who told me that we mus have faith that we can do things? peop jus dun believe that 3/6 peop can do things. u wait. u jus wait. we'll show u somehow that we're not as 'stupid' as u think. want us to change. we need time. but we dun need ur discrimination. neither do we need ur sympathy. dun like us? go away and stop irritating our life.

after all these sick peop said all these sick thing, my perspective of them seriously changed. a lot. cant take it. i luv 3/6. say somemore. discriminate somemore. combi sci. so? we're still the same human beings as u are. big deal. at least we have a life.

2007-05-12T17:33:00.000-07:00

im updating. again. lols. yesterday after blogging then i go change the blogskin. hehe smart rgt. cuz i a bit bored by stupid chem stuff. hahaha. not bad rgt. quite nice i think. hehe. maybe not.

yay. went studying wif effa and the meow meow today(tania i shant tell others e cat is u ok..). was damn stupid sia. so many stupid things happened lar! cant stand. and i think im getting more and more spastic. hehex.

kao. noe wat? go that time rgt.. when the train went into yishun mrt, i was standing at e glass pane near the door. as usual, i was stoning. then when the train started moving, i happened to turn to my left, then i saw this girl. was wondering.. 'why she so tall ar?' then i look agn. 'why lyk so familiar ar??' so i look at e face. guess wat. IT WAS EFFA. at the exact same moment, she look at me eh. it was so stupidly spastic lar. we both we lyk laughing our ass off can?? she actually walked passed me to get in while i was staring at the people coming in. HELLO!! proves that we are equally dumb. hahaha. laugh like mad sia!

when we were reaching yio chu kang, tania already reached. nt bad nt bad. 1st time she wait for people lar! cool sia! 1st time others wait for me. lols. hahaz. so off we went. wanted to go e amk mac drive-thru.. but due to thirst, hunger and laziness to walk, we decided to jus go to e central mac. (actually we didnt decide. jus ended up there. -.-) so we went sit at the corner corner and started 'studying'. c'mon lar. the first 40min we were all moaning bout hunger and stuffs lar. jus simply put notes in front of us and crap.(actually throughout it was litat)

finally decided to buy food. yay! haha. me and tania ordered fillet-o-fish set. effa got mc chicken. effa was damn spastic when tania ask her help buy lar!!! k i shall not talk about it. scared later someone beat me up. XD

tania started to take super spastic pic of effa. i jus came out of toilet then. cuz toilet was jus beside. tg showed me e pic and ask me to rate 1-10 for spasticness. immediately after she said, i said 10. haha. me and tg bursted out laughing like mad and effa gave the 'gggrrrr' look. lols. then thanks to tania cher tingting, we all started to take photos of each other's spasticness. kao. (scroll down to look at 'em) spastic sia!!!

then finally, we talked about history. all the hitler and stalin and weimar government shit. tania summarised a lot for us to understand. NOT BAD RGT?? me and cher ting said a completely same sentence lar! it was 'jews are damn innocent'haha. but she refuses to do the essay, which was the reason why effa keep nagging like some.....
after that xiaoqian came. haha. hist pro according to tania. lmao. tania said she frown very funny. then when she came, effa was like telling tania 'ask her frown leh ask her frown leh.' damn retard sia!! then in the end tg's another fren came.(wat's the name ar?) haha. then crapped awhile and decided to go hm. cuz effa got tuition at 3pm. so we left tg and they all in mac.

k i shall not talk how being considerate can lead u to banging into someone. its damn spastic. effa was like laughing at me like shit. haha. then we took an empty train hm. so cool! except.. errrr. the stupid old man sitting opposite us. he was chewing his um... wat seemed to us, dentures. he was chewing it lar! and it was super super gross can? me and effa were trying hard not to look at him. eeeee. after effa alighted, i went the other cabin. seriously cant stand it. be glad u were'nt there.

oh. forgot to mention. at mac we saw this SUPER self disciplined gal studying herslef lar! she was already there when we reached and still there when we left. studying. no handphone AT ALL. amused?? me, effa and tg were all damn....... k nvm. wondering how anyone can do that. siao. k nvm.

k here are e spastic pics i took. hehe. enjoy!! (:

macdonalds... im lovin' it.

history notes!!! and um.. part of tg. hehe. close up on wat we were mugging on.

tis wat how messy the table was beside effa. i was on her rgt. tg sat opposite us. (:

see.. i told u it was spastic.......................

another one to prove why i rate her 10/10.wat's on her eye? twinkle twinkle little star. (:

cher ting and um.. eff's hand. haz. shirt damn nice. it says 'i'll trade my girlfriend for a coke.'if u trust that she's mugging, its time to go for a check-up....

k that's all!! have a nice day! (:

2007-05-11T04:15:00.000-07:00

yayayayayayayay! im finally practising my english. blogger looks weird. is weird. wow. k sorry. currently hyper now. very. dunno why oso. jus woke up. hex.

test papers didnt work out fine. though i hope they did. sad. both maths.. no hope. 6 down, 2 more to go. sad sia. how i wish i chose lit. didnt rmb choosing hist. think parents put one. dun care lar. lit=no need study. hist=dunno wat to study. we lyk need to study evrything but no need study anything. im not making sense here so........

was feeling sad after maths test 2dae. went up find cheryl. ha. then cant rmb wat i did. went dn for band meeting. i sit dn thr play hp games. -.- k nvm.

then cheryl came dn find me. tried to think of smwhr to go. came up wif khatib. so in e end went up her class (agn) to take her bag. we supposed to go khatib buy 8 sesame street pencil cases. siangyee wanted to come, but thanks to lyn, they went orchard. hex. so me and cher went khatib. *skip a bit ok?*

thus, we found e pencil cases. cher bought 4 instead of 8. cuz no nice nice ones. wanted to go hm after tat, but cuz very early ma, so went to somewhr tat has air-con ---- supermarket. i think we damn lame lar. k nvm.

here comes the details...............................

started shopping for tidbits. started to get hyper. siao.
i started pressing the cube cube jellies. both of us ended up lyk super retards, poking and pressing all e tofu and fishballs and stuffs. laugh lyk shit lar. den went look for chips. cher was comparing all e amts of fats on diff packets. -.- (damn aunty lar!) so in the end we two like super retards(agn) taking evry packet off e shelf and comparing e fat content. started to do maths and divide. (no wonder cher maths better than me.)

went round and round e supermarket, crapping lyk nobody business.(actually it is nobody business lar hor) talk to bananas asking for their fat content....

cher tried to trick me by telling me the packets of mothballs are sweets. i know i stupid lar. but not THAT stupid can????

haha. so we ended up wif one packet of prawn crakers(cuz very low fat content), one packet of hello panda(forgot to check) and one packet of some weird biscuit.
oh man. damn hyper ever since. even up till now. -.-

haiya. i think we cannot go out together liao. if not will seriously feng diao and make peop think we jus came out of woodbridge. hha kidding kidding. but seriously peop will think we're mad. 1st thing we are shopping in supermarket aft exam in full sch u. 2nd thing we really laugh like nobody business. hahahahaha. siao. why so hyper ar? dunno lei. haha. but hyper-ing cheered me up after maths. (: (: that's wat hyper partners are for!! XD

went home, read tania's book (damn nice lar!)and crashed onto e bed. wake up, still high. -.- after dinner, still high. mum and dad wondering wat e hell is wrong wif me.hehe. now. still high. man. i needa cool down...

haha. okok. enuff of crapsss. shall go read chem.

byebye!! (:

2007-04-30T04:30:00.000-07:00

im blogging im blogging!!!! again!! woohoo! *clapclap*
2day had english paper 1. was easy.. but dunno how i'll fare. hahaz. after that got break and 2 1/2h straight of physics. it wasnt as bad as i thought lar! time almost flied. haha. learnt sth. so time nt wasted. hehehe. after that went to cheng san play bball. got minshan, ziai, jiale, adel, both alvins, me and jean and jordan. haha. wanted to do physics at first but with a bball court beside u.. its hard know? couldnt stand the temptation. went to play. me, adel ziai one team, minshan, jean, jac the other. played a while then sian liao. dunno. maybe cuz like no much movement.
after that jiale went, then in the end evryone went and left me and minshan. then we started playing 1 on 1. super fun sia. shot in more than ahma.. haha. *feels sense of accomplistment* (cuz i nvr won her b4) hehehe. ah ma oso shot in quite a lot. *clap clap!* 1 on 1 more fun than 3 on 3. dunno why leis. no offence ok. haha. maybe cuz we keep crapping and evrything. hahaz. were like saying.. last ball last ball! in the end played a lot more. but both of us managed to end e day properly wif 1 chop each. oh yea! so happy. end so nice. haha. then went bk sch put bk the ball on adel chair. then stayed there lyk 30min and crapped. haha. then went eat lunch at coffee shop. haha. then she complainted having muscle ache. ah ma old liao... feel a bit guilty. made her run around defending me.. hehehe.
haha. enjoyable day man! so fun. my rgt leg muscle oso pain now.. :(
ahaha. nvm. look forward to after exams. shall find ahma *dan tiao (play 1 on 1) agn! wahaha!
i mus improve a bit. both of us nvr touched bball evrsince march games. fair! hahaha.
ahma! thanks 4 e day! u rock! woohoo!!!
ja-ne! (:(:

2007-04-28T21:00:00.000-07:00

hahahahaa. finally feel like posting again... oh yea! ok.. lemme think wat happened last few days. bball gals won finals. yay! then after that got heats.. then nxt day stomach muscle pain. (why ar?) k nvm. i think my stomach oso damn lame.. -.-
fri was super ____ (fill in the blank wif a suitable word). arranged tables right after ms wang lesson to prepare for monday's exam. sch damn lame. exam on mon then break all e way to following mon. cant they like finish evrything in a wk??? -.- oh ya. continue. then i had one large box full wif books. we required to bring hm evrything by mon.(no thanks to mrs ong) then i was trying to think whether i shud bring all at one go or take half 1st. in the end, my decision was to ________________ (fill in the blank wif a suitable phrase. me and sujie looked like bloody retards carring evrything hm. peop stared.. then tok to us. then guess why we bringing so much hm. -.- went hm, weighed e whole box. (i think i damn lame.. k nvm) 9.8kg. wow. amused at myself. carried all e way fr sch. no taxi. wow.
SATURDAY. muscle cramp. but until 11am recover liao. wow. bloody hell. im gonna buy locker no matter wat nxt yr.. grrr.
haha. ok enuff of craps.
see ya! (:

19 again.

2007-04-19T02:36:00.000-07:00

man! wat am i feeling now? actually i oso dunno. i think i angry. very angry. i damn stupid lar! cant even draw ray diagram... nvr mind. i not gonna giv up. ltr i go do agn.
i hate 19. i hate 19. i hate 19. i hate 19. i hate 19. i hate 19.
i hate 19 of evry month can? i hate 19!!!!!!! howz! i damn stress now sia. suck shit. weather damn hot. i'm damn confused now but i dunno wat i confused about. can there be a month without 19? DANG. i wan cry le lar. stupid. so strees for wat? stupid me. still got history hw, maths hw, physics hw, maths test revision.. stress sia! haiya. when can i be numb to all this shit? when? when can i let go? when? when? when????
cant believe im still hoping miracles can happen. cant believe i trusted someone this much. cant man. jus cant be.
wat the hell... im gonna make this post colourful. for fun. haha.
nvm lar. i should go pour ice on me..
byebye...
19 again. how many 19s must pass until i get numb? i oso dunno. really dunno. why has things gotta happen this way? i dun understand. im jus luan. i dunno wat i luan about oso. things we once said didnt happen, dun make sense anymore. can we go back to where we left each other? why? im laughing at the times we quarreled but crying at e happy times together. haiz. can we go bk 2/5? 7 months isnt short..

2007-04-11T07:33:00.000-07:00

eh.. warning. u are not supposed to read this post! its e second one today. read e previous one if u wan. do NOT read this. full of my rant. haz.
wat am feeling now? i really dunno. im lyk feeling everythin but oso nothing. im sad but im not sad. im disoppointed. disappointed. very disappointed. really disappointed. not at the band, not at the judges, not at the conductors, not at the teachers, but at myself. why? i dunno. i made mistakes. sunrise and safari. why did i play wrong?? why rush outta e beat? why? why? why?
arghh. im damn stressed now. this post is gonna be so colorful. i luv colors. i hate life. jkjk.
did we deserve jus a silver? i dun think so. nervousness killed us. badly.
im jus amused i didnt cry after knowing e results. i mean surprised. then i was busy comforting evryone. wat's e use? wat has been done has been done. we did our best. who cares bout wat those guys think? rgt?
im veryveryvery tired. but i dun think i can sleep tonite.
shit. wat am i thinking. why am i still thinking. arrghh. loser. nvm. i shall try to be happy 2mr. (:(:
cheer up guys..

2007-04-10T08:45:00.000-07:00

yoz! im blogging at macdonald's computer. it damn lame lar! but nvm ok...
fun sia. oh. let me say sth 1st.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EFFA!!! (:
yesterday got story telling for efl. nice sia the stories. quite. haz. it is NOT lame can? its nice its nice............................................................................................ kayskays.
yays i really think i damn lame now. blog at mac! during u all e lesson time somemore. wahaha! cool sia. me and geri nth better to do.. syf in few hrs time. stress. arrghhh. i got stage fright can?? wth(wat the heaven). scaredscared. haha. nvm. i shall do my best.
thank effa 4 e birthday wish! yays. HI ZAKIAH HERE!!! HI XIAO HUI!!!

seow hui is so extra!!!!- zak

zakiah is more extra!! haha=)
they both so extra sia.
nono
jiang mei is the overall extra-er person
k that's zakiah. and xiaohui. spam my blog. haz. lame sia. hahazzz.
k shall publish now! bb! (:
only the hand that caused the hurt can heal the wound. i believe that. do u??

2007-03-30T16:30:00.000-07:00

im posting, im posting.. hehe. wanted to blog yesterday but cuz of maths test today, no choice, gotta study. haiya. now i feel like a loser. dun know how to do a 10 marks qn. qn 3 to be exact. cant say regret lar, cuz i did my best. maybe just disappointed ba. haiz. sian. k nvm. exams coming!! syf coming!! someone bdae oso coming!! (: stress sia. super headache. i lyk, ate 3 panadol pills liao. haiya. still headache. arrghh!!!! k nvm. (: im dead tired. lucky 2mr saturday. can slp longlong. i think im damn random now lor. haha.
band peop! jiayou in SYF ok??
wahaz. wah. i scared of syf sia. damn tired. one wk 3 times, add up to arnd 10 and 1/2 hours per week lor! sick man! SSO oso nvr train litat one... -.- aiya. soon.. evrything'll be over!! lovely man. (:(:(:
i shall go slp now.. tired liao. hope my headache gets better. byebye!! (:
maybe i jus shan't cling on to the times we had together,
maybe i jus shouldn't cling on to this broken friendship.
but why? jus why do i not wanna let go?
i dun understand. photos can be burnt, but memories stay forever.
i dunno why im so stupid, maybe i jus dun hav brains.
u jus mean a lot to me, but i dunno why.
u'll still stay as e best buddy i ever had. (:

2007-03-25T21:06:00.000-07:00

wah sian. blogger dun let me post long post. cant even finish filling up this box. dammit. sucks man. blogger got problem wif me. grr. k nvm. yay. im liking 3/6 more and more. i gt faith in them that our studies'll get better. rgt guys?? (: haiya.. still miss 2/5. (: nvm nvm.
LIFE IS ABOUT MOVING ON.
yay. i finished like all my homework. and im feeling sense of accomplishment. (fan urself!! breathe in and out slowly.. dun be so shocked ok?)
hHaa. i haven do ss essay. still dun feel like doing. haiya. i promise i'll do when i feel like it ok? (:
brain not working properly lar. irritating. (i got brain ok effa.. grr)
i luv 3/6! haha. random.
k nvm. i end here hor. ltr blogger angry agn. haha. k bb!
6 months. we havent been talking.
im sorry i jus cant face u.
im just not that brave in these situations.
im sry i cant even smile to u.
im sry i cant jus say hi.
im sorry im a loser.
im sorry i didnt do as i said.
im sorry i hurt u.
im sorry i abandoned u when u needed someone most.
im sorry i wasnt there for u, and still not there for u.
nvm ba. the most impt thing is that u're happy. (:
promise me u'll be happy.. life is about moving on..
u're happy, im happy...

2007-03-04T20:50:00.000-08:00

heyhey!! posting agn. waseh. nt bad. im updating. wait. isit bad or nt bad? k nvm. hahaha. oh ya! HISTORY PROJECT!!! omg omg. how? cant even find a shit about military disarment( isit spelt llike that?) omg. how?? dammit. hate history.
talking bout history, so pissed lor. lost my history file. was like still there when i went for eng lesson. on my table. but then when i came bk, its gone. GONE! kaoz. so pissed can? somemore it's lyk nicely packed with evrything in(ex-2/5 peop dun be shocked) lor. kaoz. then i gotta bring home zhaohua's file and reprint evry single thing. now printer no ink. arrghh. then mus buy new ring file. damn ex can? if the file were to appear on my table agn, i'll really really faint.
amusing rgt? there are actually peop who want MY file. maybe they dunno bout my past records. hehehe. nvm. wahaz. later still mus complete maths hw.. haiz. sian. mama chong actually came in second in the staff race. siao. muscles not for show man. scary. tan teewee came in wat position?? 1st or 3rd ar? he can run. siao. trying to learn fr mama chong. wahaha.
yay! march hols coming! i luv camps!!
k that was random.
anw, nth else. bb!

2007-02-28T16:16:00.000-08:00

heyhey!! im sitting wif szuhsien and farah now! in history lesson!!!! believe me? i know u dont. k nvm. but szuhsien does! -.-'''

hello! szuhsien here. came to say hi =)
You knw who am i? Im sure you do. If you dun, too bad.
Blah blah blah. Bye~ Xp

heyy! farah here! x) supposed to be doing history stuff now but not doing at all. haha. we don't care about this history shit stuff so who cares. haha. okay laa. i don't know what else to write. haha. bye bye! :D

see how lame my classmates are.. kk. let stop. k fine. im currently supposed to do history anw.. oops. xp anw, effa and tania.. shall be GLAD that i never post ur photos online lor. if not u're gonna be sooooo famous. :) be happy to see this ok.. wahahahaha. im nice ok.. k maybe not. (100% NO - By hsien)
wahaha. back to jiangmei. -.- k lesson gna end soon. shud end now..
ja-ne!!

2007-02-26T21:00:00.002-08:00

long time nvr update liao.. really long time man.
i think got 2 mths? donno. not interested.
now only interested in studies. ok. i know that sounded weird. especially when im saying it. yay! starting, as in lyk my class. quite nice. especially peop around me. (:(:(: nt bad nt bad. (peop round me. be honoured to see this)
im getting sick of the skin. shall change. wahahaz.
eh!!! arrghh!!! so angry lor. maths maths maths!!!! so angry lor.
1st amaths - 19/dunno wat
2nd amaths - 21/25
1st emaths - 13/45 :p
2nd emaths - 11/20
ehh... so pissed can??!! kaobei. can score full marks for 2nd amaths test de lor. pissed pissed pissed!!!! arrrgghhhhhhhhh. i know im nvr bordered by results b4. especially maths. hehe. im bordering bout it. isit a gd thing or bad thing?? k nvm. back to pissness..
KAOO!!! pissed!!! 21/25 lor! equal to 0/25 can?? dunno why others so lan oso dun care only this one so angry. i think cus the 4 marks are taken away cuz of careless. arrgh!!! careless!! 4marks leh. a lot can??!! arrghh. *punch pillow* stress stress. k. i shall calm down.... k. i shall do better in the nxt test. if not jump down the building. oh shit. cant. ms ong. i mean mdm ong, as in mrs, haiya wateva la. she say its illegal. mus pay fine one lor. so cant. :( haiya. sweared i wud jump down e building if i nvr get 25/25. now. forget it la. cost so much to die, so bu zhi de. -.-
anw, gtg. might be posting soon agn! (maybe not) bb!

2007-02-26T21:00:00.000-08:00

long time nvr update liao.. really long time man.
i think got 2 mths? donno. not interested.
now only interested in studies. ok. i know that sounded weird. especially when im saying it. k nvm. and im not so enthu bout cca now. i know i sound weird once agn. -.- and wat's more.. i rarely go online and play bball. I KNOW I SOUND WEIRD!! k nvm.
im trying to focus on studies this yr ok..
yay! starting, as in lyk my class. quite nice. especially peop around me. (:(:(: nt bad nt bad. (peop round me. be honoured to see this)
im getting sick of the skin. shall change. wahahaz.
eh!!! arrghh!!! so angry lor. maths maths maths!!!! so angry lor.
1st amaths - 19/dunno wat
2nd amaths - 21/25
1st emaths - 13/45 :p
2nd emaths - 11/20
ehh... so pissed can??!! kaobei. can score full marks for 2nd amaths test de lor. pissed pissed pissed!!!! arrrgghhhhhhhhh. i know im nvr bordered by results b4. especially maths. hehe. im bordering bout it. isit a gd thing or bad thing?? k nvm. back to pissness..
KAOO!!! pissed!!! 21/25 lor! equal to 0/25 can?? dunno why others so lan oso dun care only this one so angry. i think cus the 4 marks are taken away cuz of careless. arrgh!!! careless!! 4marks leh. a lot can??!! arrghh. *punch pillow* stress stress. k. i shall calm down.... k. i shall do better in the nxt test. if not jump down the building. oh shit. cant. ms ong. i mean mdm ong, as in mrs, haiya wateva la. she say its illegal. mus pay fine one lor. so cant. :( haiya. sweared i wud jump down e building if i nvr get 25/25. now. forget it la. cost so much to die, so bu zhi de. -.-
anw, gtg. might be posting soon agn! (maybe not) bb!

2007-01-04T15:11:00.000-08:00

POSTING!!!
i know i lazy update lar can? busy doing hw and all stuffs can?(really,i mean it.)
haha. 2nd day of sch le. wanted to post yesterday, but mam not happy,dun let me use comp. -.- um. yeah. new yr, new resolutions. hmm. this yr i jus wanna pia my work lar. cannot slackslack liao. PLAY TIME DECLARED OVER! so, might delete away my blog. (: MAYBE. not sure yet. see how ba.
JORDAN! mus study le wor! rmb wat we 'swore' that time! haha.
2day went junior's class. 2/5. was the same classrm as our batch.rmb last time sat there, so nice.. rmb that time keep bullying jianyu wif jordan and. memories. jus cant be burnt away. dun dare to go in. really. that was the place which gave me hope, but also tear away hope. that heartbreaking place, i dun dare to go ever again.
during dec breaks, thought a lot. (yeah.again) comforted myself a lot too. then the feeling jus faded away. thought i wud be alrite, until yesterday. i was wrong. that feeling came bk agn when i saw. yeah. one day when i xin gan qing yuan take those notes and neoprints out of my wallet and throw them away, u will know, i let go le...
okokok. i shall shuddup. arrgh. mus go study SS! wahaha. yeah. keep busy. (:

2006-12-12T05:49:00.000-08:00

gotta update a bit. too long nvr write le.
lets see. wat's there to post? ideas please.. yeah. this few days no training. 'holiday' till nxtnxt week. yeap. still cant throw away the memories. can someone pls be the nxt one who can make me smile? nvm. old ones still work better. (: no mood to post liao. bb.

all i wish, is to face u and tell u how i feel.

2006-12-04T22:56:00.001-08:00

yo! im back! yeah. from thailand. waseh. damn many things happened. sianzz. im NOT going to name them.
simply,i enjoyed my trip. it was nice. and thai peop are very friendly. especially winitsuksa peop and silapakorn uni peop. damn nice lar. cool. went to dreamworld. f.y.i, its a themepark. shiok man. went to play bumper car for lyk 4 times. haha. keep knocking peop's teeth out. shuang.
yeah. damn sad. only got lyk 1hr to shop. spent like 2200 bahts. hehe. actually signed into blogger jus to reply msges. lols. sorry peop. some msges i didnt receive cuz old phone bit siao. haha. the others i reply here k? u know i use hi card. --.''
weikang : siao. eh. i oso dunno wat u wan. how to buy for u? and there adidas goods are damn ex lar.
sherlynn: thanks wors. haha. wah. why quit volleyballing? u siao ar? u quit then i very sian de les.
gorgor : haha. currency exchange rate was bout 23.3634 sth lar. why? u oso wan go ar? wahahaz.
de wang : of cuz mus bring instrument lar! think wat? go there then buy ar? lols.
shi ting : yo! thanks. i bought wat u wan! lols. only got 1 pathetic hr. wat can i do? siannz.
shih tzu : walaoeh. u save ur no. as shih tzu then i seriously got a big damn shock. **** lar. where got peop cal themselve dog de?
pei ying : thanks. wat u doing sch hols? haha.
melvin : haha. u oso wan go ar? this sat can?
ai jiao : wahaha! thanks wors! good luck for ur trip too! wah. go away so long. siao! lols! see u!!!!
agnes : shit. i accidentally deleted that msg. dui bu qi....
ziai : sorry ar.. phone got prob. nvr receive ur msg. lols. haiz. i still no courage lar. cant face it. :(
yeap. that's bout it. soory if i missed out anyone. (: haha. yeah. gtg. until next time!! bb....

2006-11-28T19:45:00.000-08:00

wen to causeway pt yesterday. went wif seniors and juniors. ok fine. horn section and trombone section. yeap. went to buy exchange gifts for thai peop. oh yar. um. we going to thailand tonite. go visit winisuksa and a university. ya. so needa bring some gifts.
waseh. they stay at one shop can stay until 25 min. u know me lar. i cant stand this kinda thing. siaoz. half an hr in a shop. crazy. and im those kind who cannot stand shopping for a long time. unless its buying sth i need. yeah. then stand ouside the stupid shop for dunno how long. sianzz. after that FINALLY. and i repeat. FINALLY got something. yeah. sian dao siao. then went o valueshop. buy sweets. i think. yar. after all the shopping for all the stuffs, went KFC. actually didnt wana go,(all credits to adel. grr.) but they all going so jus go lor. haha. then vanessa keep making funny jokes. haha. laugh until like siao. yar. thats bout it. sorry ar. this post kinda short, cuz i sprained my right wrist. --.'' that was accidental ok.. typing wif left hand now. difficult. lols.
yay. going thailand tonite. throw evrything away for a few days. come back then say. lols.
ok. byebye. (:

2006-11-23T17:33:00.000-08:00

got stabbed. ouch!
SEVEN LOVES
[1] music [2] friends [3] basketball [4] siloso beach [5] wakeboarding [6] chocolates [7] ...
SEVEN IMPORTANT THINGS
[1] friends [2] F horn [3] band [4] 2/5`06 [5] family[6] my hp [7] my bball
SEVEN RANDOM FACTS
[1] super bored [2] woke up jus now [3] currently listening to music[4] im using my comp [5] sleep only aftr 3. [6] no mood now [7] band prac ltr
SEVEN THINGS I WOULD LIKE TO DO BEFORE I DIE
[1] patch up wif her [2] have a gathering wif all the friends i hav [3] play through my entire house of scores [4] be happy [5] go and see the sea [6] forget all the past [7] smile truely
SEVEN THINGS I CAN DO
[1] breathe [2] write [3] play piano[4] play horn[5] play violin [6] use comp [7] be sianned
SEVEN THINGS I CANNOT DO
[1] revive the friendship between us [2] sit down for more than 1 hr[3] rollerblade[4] teach people [5] understand me [6] be happy[7] hav nth to do
SEVEN THINGS I SAY MOST
[1] yo [2] sup [3] haha [4] ok [5] walaoeh [6] dunno[7] byebye
SEVEN PEOPLE I WANT, TO DO THIS
wan do do loh.

2006-11-21T02:58:00.000-08:00

yo. posting. ya. duh.
dunno wat to say.. -.- lets talk about today. hmm. morning woke up at 9.27 i think, made my bed, brush my teeth, wash my face, said good morning to evryone(there was only 2 peop in the hs), ate my breakfast which was 1 hotdog, sat down on the sofa, made myself comfy, on the tv, turned to cartoon network and watched. ARE U ASLEEP BY NOW?
haiz. beaches always make me think a lot. regret a lot. but on the other hand, they calm me down. chill me out. looking at the bottle ziai threw into the sea, i thought, isnt it jus like me, looking for a direction to head in life. but i couldnt find it. im in complete darkness. but after a while, the bottle came back to shore. waves did the job. its jus like friends. giving u any type of support and help u wud need when u are helpless. they are the peop that bring hope once again into ur life. it might be jus one friend. that one friend makes a difference. but when u lose that one friend, u feel helpless, u feel like u are nothing anymore. then u'll start regretting. u know that u still need that one friend to push u forward, but when u know that they arent there anymore, that type of emptiness, that type of hurt.. looking at the bottle, tears fogged my eyes once again.
anw, after that we went white sands. a gal (teenager) stopped us and wanted 20sec of our time. haha. doing sales. at first i didnt wanna buy anything, but when i heard wat she said, i changed my mind. she said she had a sick friend. after that wat she said i cant rmb (check ziai's blog for details, she SHUD hav said.) but since its for a friend, im willing. its understandable how one feels for a friend. oh ya. forgot to say. she was selling pens, at 2 bucks each. me and ziai each bought 1. erm. that's bout it. bb! (:

2006-11-16T17:57:00.000-08:00

updating a bit. jus in case blogger lock my blog again.
yesterday went ice skating again. wif my griend, junior and seniors. it was quite shiok. cuz i can skate le!! lols. anw, walaoeh. wenoirs keep refusing to move. --.'' then cuz we use gp admission ma, so unlimited time. then when we went in, they jus filled the ice. then bout 3 and 1/2 hrs later, we are all shating on water. yes. water. feeling quite shiok. wa.. i fell like 2 times on the water and got the right side of me wet. 1st time was cuz going too fast. then turn that time bang into someone. 2nd time was trying to swerve to avoid a little gal. ya. so fell. waseh. bad falls loh. now my knees are all scratched thanks to the rough ice. oh. the most exciting part (or not) is that i was skating belind this small gal then she suddenly kick bkwards. then so zun kicked my skin. wif skates. waseh. that time almost wanna grab her up and throw. wtf.
after that went kfc. seniors ate their dinner there. we jus sit there look and talk. i teared open a pepsi can. lol. they were all shocked. -.- pls lar. its only a can lar. not bottle or anything else. did it cuz was too sian to do anything else. haha.
slp until like 4am that time seriously got muscle cramp in my rgt arm. shit. i nvr had cramps on my arms. think i hold peop too much yesterday. lols. walaoeh. i slept at 2+, cramp at 4, flu at 6.30, and woke up AGAIN at 8. siannz. dunno how much i sleep loh. later still got band prac. die liao. lei si le. haha.
shud stop here le. nxt tues post agn. bb!

-u must be clever enough to know that u are stupid. no bady can decide whether u are stupid or clever. the decision is always urs.

2006-11-07T17:33:00.000-08:00

hiatus straight after this post! maybe til few wks later. feel free to tag though.

sherilyn
um.. jus wanna say thanks again, for the 2nd half of sec 2 life u've given me. thanks for being there when i needed someone, always being there to make me smile.
rmb how we got to sit together.. miss thoo. haha. ever since the day i sat beside u, there wasnt a day without smiles. (: i know making me smile had always been difficult.. but u still did it.
all the times we quarrelled over science facts, those times trying to keep each other awake during science lessons.. thanks for always giving in to me, (: i might nvr have survived through those times without u. i know i always dao u cuz of bad mood and in the end always kena scolded by u. sorry hor. didnt mean it.. thanks to u, i wasnt afraid of stress at that time. cuz i know there'll be someone there, someone who understands..
no idea wat pulled us apart, but im satisfied wif those memories, really. nothing can last forever. although i wished that we can patch up someday, some things cant be forced. remember all the good times, forget the bad ones..
and, sorry for the wounds i've caused u. i know they're deep. all i can do now is to apologise. sorry.. really didnt mean it. jus hope that it doesnt hurt so much now. one day, if i have enough courage, i'll look for u agn. (: oh ya. glad that u got ur first choice in subj combi. new class, new start. so, be happy.. u look nicer when u smile..
and, if it feels better without me in ur life, then throw me away.. rmb.. if anyday u need someone, i'll still be there to listen to u talk. shud've treasured the times u gave me.. thanks. saying that i wun miss u would be lying.. so, all the best!! (: luv u, buddy..

2006-11-07T00:44:00.000-08:00

hiatus straight after this post! maybe til few wks later. feel free to tag though.

sherilyn
um.. jus wanna say thanks again, for the 2nd half of sec 2 life u've given me. thanks for being there when i needed someone, always being there to make me smile.
rmb how we got to sit together.. miss thoo. haha. ever since the day i sat beside u, there wasnt a day without smiles. (: i know making me smile had always been difficult.. but u still did it.
all the times we quarrelled over science facts, those times trying to keep each other awake during science lessons.. thanks for always giving in to me, although i'll get scolded by others cuz they thought i bully u.. (: i might nvr have survived through those times without u. i know i always dao u cuz of bad mood and in the end always kena scolded by u. sorry hor. didnt mean it.. thanks to u, i wasnt afraid of stress at that time. cuz i know there'll be someone there, someone who understands..
no idea wat pulled us apart, but im satisfied wif those memories, really. nothing can last forever. although i wished that we can patch up someday, some things cant be forced. remember all the good times, forget the bad ones..
and, sorry for the wounds i've caused u. i know they're deep. all i can do now is to apologise. sorry.. really didnt mean to hurt u. jus hope that it doesnt hurt as much now..one day, if i have enough courage, i'll look for u agn. (: oh ya. glad that u got ur first choice in subj combi. new class, new start. so, be happy..
and, if it feels better without me in ur life, then throw me away.. rmb.. if anyday u need someone, i'll still be there to listen to u talk. shud've treasured the times u gave me.. thanks. saying that i wun miss u would be lying.. so, all the best!! (: luv u, buddy..

2006-11-07T00:39:00.000-08:00

hiatus straight after this post! maybe til few wks later. feel free to tag though.

sherilyn
um.. jus wanna say thanks again, for the 2nd half of sec 2 life u've given me. thanks for being there when i needed someone, always being there to make me smile.
rmb how we got to sit together.. miss thoo. haha. ever since the day i sat beside u, there wasnt a day without smiles. (: i know making me smile had always been difficult.. but u still did it.
all the times we quarrelled over science facts, those times trying to keep each other awake during science lessons.. thanks for always giving in to me.. no one else wud give in so much to me. i know i always dao u cuz of bad mood and in the end always kena scolded by u. sorry hor. didnt mean it.. i wasnt scared of stress at all that time, cuz i know when i'm stressed, someone's there to make me feel better, someone's there to crap wif me, someone who knows me well..
no idea wat pulled us apart, but im satisfied wif those memories, really. nothing can last forever. although i wished that we can patch up someday, some things cant be forced. remember all the good times, forget the bad ones..
and, sorry for the wounds i've caused u. i know they're deep. all i can do now is to apologise. sorry.. i noe its my fault.. hope they dun hurt as much now.. one day, if i have enough courage, i'll look for u agn. (: oh ya. glad that u got ur first choice in subj combi. new class, new start. so, be happy..
and, if it feels better without me in ur life, then throw all those memories away..dun ever think bout them agn. rmb.. if anyday u need someone, i'll still be there to listen to u talk. shud've treasured the times u gave me.. thanks. would miss u a lot. luv u, buddy..

2006-11-07T00:31:00.000-08:00

hiatus straight after this post! maybe til few wks later. feel free to tag though.

sherilyn
um.. jus wanna say thanks again, for the 2nd half of sec 2 life u've given me. thanks for being there when i needed someone, always being there to make me smile.
rmb how we got to sit together.. miss thoo. haha. ever since the day i sat beside u, there wasnt a day without smiles. (: i know making me smile had always been difficult.. but u still did it.
all the times we quarrelled over science facts, those times trying to keep each other awake during science lessons.. thanks for always giving in to me.. no one else wud give in so much to me. i know i always dao u cuz of bad mood and in the end always kena scolded by u. sorry hor. didnt mean it.. i wasnt scared of stress at all that time, cuz i know when i'm stressed, someone's there to make me feel better, someone's there to crap wif me, someone who knows me well..
no idea wat pulled us apart, but im satisfied wif those memories, really. nothing can last forever. although i wished that we can patch up someday, some things cant be forced. remember all the good times, forget the bad ones..
and, sorry for the wounds i've caused u. i know they're deep. all i can do now is to apologise. sorry.. i noe its my fault.. hope they dun hurt as much now.. one day, if i have enough courage, i'll look for u agn. (: oh ya. glad that u got ur first choice in subj combi. new class, new start. so, be happy..
and, if it feels better without me in ur life, then throw all those memories away..dun ever think bout them agn. rmb.. if anyday u need someone, i'll still be there to listen to u talk. shud've treasured the times u gave me.. thanks. luv u, buddy..

2006-11-06T23:33:00.000-08:00

hiatus straight after this post! maybe til few wks later. feel free to tag though.
sherilyn
um.. jus wanna say thanks again, for the 2nd half of sec 2 life u've given me. thanks for being there when i needed someone, always being there to make me smile.
rmb how we got to sit together.. miss thoo. haha. ever since the day i sat beside u, there wasnt a day without smiles. (: i know making me smile had always been difficult.. but u still did it.
all the times we quarrelled over science facts, those times trying to keep each other awake during science lessons.. thanks for always giving in to me, although i'll get scolded by others cuz they thought i bully u.. (: i might nvr have survived through those times without u. i know i always dao u cuz of bad mood and in the end always kena scolded by u. sorry hor. didnt mean it..
when we had to move bk to reg. order, i was sad lar. cuz i know that though adel is there, she cant make me smile. those times we had long distance communication during sci lesson. (: laughed like crazy bout chap 6 & 7.
no idea wat pulled us apart, but im satisfied wif those memories, really. nothing can last forever. although i wished that we can patch up someday, some things cant be forced. remember all the good times, forget the bad ones..
and, sorry for the wounds i've caused u. i know they're deep. all i can do now is to apologise. sorry.. one day, if i have enough courage, i'll look for u agn. (: oh ya. glad that u got ur first choice in subj combi. new class, new start. so, be%2

2006-11-06T12:10:00.000-08:00

still in sian mood. baka. later still hafta see the principal about dunno wat. subject combi i think. haiz. results too lan lar. who ask me to have so much relationship probs during that period. siannz.
really dunno wat to do now. guo yi tian suan yi tian ba. it still hurts. damn much. haiz. the looks of 1/5 classroom keep coming into my mind. how? trying very hard to jus focus on the happy things that happened there.. but those are the things that brought me to 2/5, where so much happened.. wtf. doing damn much homework now. haha. another exit to sad stuff. aprt from. uh hmm. ok. ya. think about homework le then wont think so much bout those stuff. lmao. dun make sense rgt? nvm. cuz i think so too. wahaha. haiz. no subj combi. nvm la. adel's wif me, at least. haha. was funny lar. those times when we sat together, throwing paper balls into the dustbin. lols.
and um, guys(u know hu u are), i know i very act happy lar. and my acting's bad. haha. cant take o level drama.. --.'' anw, dui bu qi ma. i really cant help it lar. temporary way to stop me fr crying. (: wahaha. thanks 4 comforting anw..

trust- this word means nothing to me anymore. after all this. i had to do on..
when things get tough, u'll have to get tougher.

2006-11-02T07:20:00.000-08:00

once again.. happy bdae ziai! yah. although the things happened were quite unexpected, but still, be happy. ok? i know it's hard after all these, cuz i'm experiencing the same things. haha. lets try.
ice skating was fun lar. although i fell like 9 times cuz i really dunno how to skate, not bad lar. lmao. ferlin and germaine were grabbing onto me when i cudnt even walk myself. -.-''' helped them quite few rounds..
after that while helping them, saw sher struggling. i know i didnt wanna help, but dunno why, jus dun wanna see people struggling on their own. especially when.. nvm. i know i cant face her directly, so told ger to hold one side each. might have helped, i dunno. although its hard to give so much support, tried my best. can anyone tell me why am i still feeling that way? supposed to let go of the past. dunno. jus dun wan see her get hurt, maybe.. haiz. cant control my mind that time.
anw, later went ochard then wait for the jap shop to open, so sat down there, thinking why i did that. feeling nth. the thing i fear most now is feeling nth. cuz following it is sadness, hurt. really, after that, damn sad la. went toilet with ziai. practically cried like hell inside. though we're crying of diff things. ******* shudnt hav did that. that's call betray lar. ziai dun sad le..
stayed inside for dunno how long, came out still cant take it.. even now..
to someone, i'll try my best in helping u in anyway anytime, qian ni de ren qing, i will slowly return.
seeing each other is still a hurt..

2006-11-02T00:00:00.000-08:00

yo.. here posting! (:
actually these 2 days nth much la. oh oh. tues went to causeway with meifeng and ferlin. waha. ferlin was damn cute. we went first to shop for her friends' presents. went to a shop, got a tag for one of them after walking 3/4 the shopping centre. me and ferlin thought that then engraving thing will be done on the tag by those.. u know those D & T hammer thing? (gettit?) ya.. then came out was damn nice lar. the name was written out using a dunno what pen(according to meifeng). yar. then me and ferlin were like, 'whoa, very nice leh. didnt expect it to turn out so nice.' then got scolding from meifeng about where got people so stupid de, take D&T hammer and anyhow knock. haha. was practically laughing like mad. hehe.then sorta thought bout wat to get for the others. b4 that meifeng say guys like metal things so went to comics connection to see. meifeng say buy naruto things and i was standing there, frozen.(leng diao) yar. anw, after that went to take neos. wanted to upload here but due to scanner constrains, ya.
lmao. the machine was damn spastic can. and so we were found hiding in dustbins, bath tubs and on elephants. rofl. damn funny lar. when we say the preview thing, we were totally leng diao-ed. haha. very lame loh. hehe. -THE END-
oh. before i end this post, i wanna thank people who had comforted me a lot for the past few wks. lol. i know i wasnt in the mood to actually properly listen la. (i dun practice listening in class). sorry.. but still thanks. haha. and de wang, can stop being so naggy not? u are a guy leh. be more man lar! haha. thank u hor. that time make me laugh when i was sad. pro. haha. second person who can do that. (:
yes! finally. ZIAI!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!
haha. had been wanting to wait till 12 midnite post. wahaha. see u ltr at jurong east!!
bye!

diao

2006-10-29T04:00:00.001-08:00

blacked out like 3 times todae. sian. 39.6 when i woke up.
first time was due to.. um. was rollerblading until halfway jus suddenly black out. second time was sitting at the sand there, suddenly cant see anything. third time. later say. wah. although its not the first time i blacked out, but three times's still very scary. hehe. anw, lucky they were certified first aiders. (: thanks dudes. although we do fight, but we're still friends! wahaha. really thanks wor. u guys saved my life. i think. (:
after the second blackout, temperature was already running at 40. ok. due to my stubborness, i went wakeboarding after which, despite stopping from them. whoa. guys. nxt time dun hit so hard can? pain leh. bai tuo. u all 7 teakwondo people against me leh. *cries*. waha.
3rd blackout was better. as in very short moment only. i was on the water can. suddenly jus cant see.
i dunno how to swim! wahaha. ya. after the 3rd blackout, i decided to go home. then slept for bout one hr jiu wake up le. i know i'm sick la. people 38 degrees cant walk liao, i 40 degrees go wakeboarding. sry la. that's me.
after waking up headache's killing me.(which it still is now.) went to see doctor. for the full 18min he was talking crap. say wat i ping xue-low blood pressure. then mus eat wat shit to bu xue. watevr la. all the while i was sitting there showing him the 'do i look like i care' face. waha. he sorta kan chu lai, then started nagging agn. argh.
then now, after eating his medicine, my temp go up to 40.6 . i know i'm sick. still sitting in front of comp typing. ''' haiya. shao huai nao zi better loh. the more stupid i am, the easier i can let go of things. haha. 2mr still got band prac. haiz. mus go.. haiz. go la go la.
yay. gonna have time to blog hop! bb!

diao

2006-10-29T04:00:00.000-08:00

blacked out like 3 times todae. sian. 39.6 when i woke up.
first time was due to.. um. was rollerblading until halfway jus suddenly black out. second time was sitting at the sand there, suddenly cant see anything. third time. later say. wah. although its not the first time i blacked out, but three times's still very scary. hehe.
anw, lucky they were certified first aiders. (: thanks dudes. although we do fight, but we're still friends! wahaha. really thanks wor. u guys saved my life. i think. (:
after the second blackout, temperature was already running at 40.
ok. due to my stubborness, i went wakeboarding after which, despite stopping from them. whoa. guys. nxt time dun hit so hard can? pain leh. bai tuo. u all 7 teakwondo people against me leh. *cries*. waha.
3rd blackout was better. as in very short moment only. i was on the water can. suddenly jus cant see.
i dunno how to swim! wahaha. ya. after the 3rd blackout, i decided to go home. then slept for bout one hr jiu wake up le. i know i'm sick la. people 38 degrees cant walk liao, i 40 degrees go wakeboarding. sry la. that's me.
after waking up headache's killing me.(which it still is now.)
went to see doctor. for the full 18min he was talking crap. say wat i ping xue-low blood pressure. then mus eat wat shit to bu xue. watevr la. all the while i was sitting there showing him the 'do i look like i care' face. waha. he sorta kan chu lai, then started nagging agn. argh.
then now, after eating his medicine, my temp go up to 40.6 . i know i'm sick. still sitting in front of comp typing. '''
haiya. shao huai nao zi better loh. the more stupid i am, the easier i can let go of things. haha. 2mr still got band prac. haiz. mus go.. haiz. go la go la.
yay. gonna have time to blog hop! bb!

2006-10-28T05:18:00.000-07:00

feeling a bit normal today.
yesterday nite went wif ah ma to church.(actually its jus a family centre) ya. a bit dun like the church people. by that i mean a lot la. oh.. the ah ma is my real ah ma lah. not yingchyi or minshan. haha. wah.. damn baka leh. i jus sit there hor, they came talking to me 4 no reason. maybe they wanna be friendly or watevr but they seem too scary for me la. from talking to later touching here and there. at first was jus the chair, then shoulder, then arm.. wah. pls la. they are already old women loh. and they are people i dun know. wtf. and u guys know me de la. i dun like people touch me here and there. frens maybe la. but its like.. wah. then comment on evry part of me. saying wat gals shudnt have too much muscles, look like guys.(i was wearing sleeveless.) wabiang. i like cannot ar? pls la. its my business. like duh. on normal cases that will end up in a fight la. but since they are my ah ma's friends and are old women, didnt ji jiao so much. haiz. cant stand these people. and i'm not going into that stupid place anymore. damn.
okok. enough of ranting.
today was quite ok lar. not that sad lar. cuz tuition teacher came ma. then crapped bout movies. i wan watch movie!! anw, crapped bout deathnote. haha. haiya. now getting a bit down liao. rahhs. mus keep myself damn occupied so wun think so much. haha. jus in case i get very down by the end of the post, be prepared. haha. ok. let me laugh first. hahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahaha.
ok. i'm done. damn. so many surveys to do. hate it. miss the class. haiz. oh ya. if u evr find my posts too depressing, nxt time dun read k
hha. shit. comp kena hang liao. so 2mr then post. rahh!
bb

2006-10-27T01:34:00.001-07:00

last few days didnt post cuz not totally in the mood.
thinking of some things that happened to me in these last days of sec 2 life.
losing friends, losing trust, losing almost evrything. i really wanna ask, WAT THE HELL DID I DO WRONG?? why mus life treat me like that. i really have no trust in myself, no courage to fight for things anymore. haiz.
yesterday was the last day of sch. it wasnt a normal sch day. seeing so many people sian really makes me.. who doesnt feel sad to leave the class? even jianyu was feeling down. weird weird de. seriously, i wont know how to survive these days without jianyu and cheesiew. really la.. they hav been always sitting around me since sec 1. last few wks, they are the people who tried to cheer me up la. although jordan keep making me angry. haha. funny him. they are 2 people i'll miss most after leaving twofive la. ya. see them dunno wat happened but still jing li an wei wo. haha. dudes, thanks wor. and jianyu, cheer up la. (:
went with ziai to our classroom last year. looking at the empty classroom, looking at the place i once sat, memories gushed back, tears fogging my eyes once more. thinking of the trust we had in one another, thinking of those betrays, thinking of how i forgave them jus like that. wondering why. those people who meant so much to me. feel so.. like jumping down the building. no matter wat, i nvr regretted anything i did for anyone. so, ya.
guys, smile more la.. its already the end, so dun think so much. doesnt help anyway. as long as people i care are happy, i'm fine. maybe i can cope. maybe i can stop thinking. (:

2006-10-23T22:06:00.000-07:00

posting le.
today morning wasnt feeling too well. got flu becuz of that stupid haze. then reach sch the sky damn hazy. ok wait. talking serious things wif senior on msn now. need concentration. so post 2mr ba. sry!

2006-10-21T22:27:00.000-07:00

cant stand sad songs nowadays.
dunno why, dunno how.
if death can solve things, i might hav already been dead la. the thing is that it cant.
morning mood still ok. maybe cuz i'm at home and no one else is ba.then somemore not in sch. yah. quite ok lar. think until noon time ba. family came bk and parents were screaming at me for dunno wat. i wasnt paying attention. :P
anw after that suddenly very down agn. (ask my mood, dun ask me) had very serious moodswings today. really. and thus,,, sorta seriously injured myself. sorta like bleeding and blueblacks evrywhere. most probably my house too many walls, den bu shuang bu shuang jus.. ya. haha. dun feel anything anw, so why bother?? lol. cool loh. see blood coming out but zhen de no feeling.
evening dad drove me to ochard road. went HMV. bought some cds for diploma. yeah. stayed there for like, 45 min. cuz not in the mood to walk, so went home.
haizz. 2dae supposed to hav tuition. cancelled anw. so talked to teacher on msn for like an hr. i oso dunno wat we crapped about. haha. but she made me feel bit better. a bit la.
2mr got piano lesson. agn. dun feel like having it. no choice.
only got 3 days left in 2/5. i really dun wanna leave. although we cant be known to be united, but still ri jiu sheng qing ma. evrybody is like together for so long le. its really time to let go.. time flies. those people u spent time wif are walking away. standing there, helpless. isnt it? okok. shall shuddup.
ok. shall try to be happy. guys, dun wry la.. (:
bye for now.

2006-10-20T05:47:00.000-07:00

actually didnt hav the mood to online todae.. but had to settle some things.sign in into msn immdiately sian diao, cuz.. arrghh.nvm la. 2dae got bk test papers. usaually end of year dun do well not happy de, but the other some other things that are making me unhappy la, results are only that minority.
todae was really damn down. even cheesiew and jianyu realised. lols. see them trying their best to comfort me and ask me wat happened. 2nd half of recess went wif sinying to the art showcase there. outside peop doing art but inside quite nice and quiet. haha. she's also trying to comfort me. sry la. no use de la. yue comfort yue sad. haha. maybe she said the things that i had no courage facing. yeah. so after that, really cant take it le. cried.
shocking rgt? who can imagine me crying??? lols. actually it was already a very common thing after... really hoped that can do what she said. haiz. itis not easy. nothing can stop it when heart is wounded and bleeding.
after that went bk to class. ltr went hall. seriously anyone can tell me what was it about? listening to radio throughout. thinking bout it throughout.
ended up crying agn. shit. why am i so prone to tears these days?
anyway aft that nothing much happened la. was very sad until cca.
senior made me feel bit better. at least in music, i'm cushioned. no hurt, nothing. occupying myself with music now. but once sad songs come, cant take it anymore.
in front of the piano, realised that evrythng i played were sad. play until neighbour came over tell me to stop. bu zhi bu jue composed a lot of thing. haha. making my neibour and family cry. i think that one really nothing happen oso cant take it la.
anw, qing xu very ji dong now.
流着血，流着泪，撕断友情。
的却很痛。不过再痛也得忍。
小小的伤口，已经流血不止。
现在，将伤口拉大，
血涌了出来。不知道还要等多久，伤口才会愈合。

依然在等待。虽然知道越等越累，
也知道越等越痛，不过我放不下。。

2006-10-19T17:01:00.000-07:00

feel very sad today.
feel very confused.
ming ming wanna patch up, but keep saying that i can let go, i can forget.
but will sort out my thinking at the end of this post.
only she'll understand that kind of feeling, experiencing the pain, losing someone whom u spent so many happy moments with.
really wat am i avoiding? i think its myself. trying to hide the sorrow, trying to hide those emotions, trying to act happy? or wat?
i really dun gettit. what i need most now is comfort, a true smile.
and that's what i cant get. not together now, smiling is so difficult.
if we both dunno wat happened, that means nothing happened. then?
mingming care de, but why say i dont. mingming need her, but why say i dont anymore? mingming wanna talk, nut why avoid so much?
can i really let go? from the day we sat together, fate already decided, we are friends. but why it wanna seperate us? since it put us together, why pull us apart agn?

maybe said all those stupid things juz cuz didnt wanna hurt her. but what if she gets more hurt?
hav i evr thought how she would feel?
people always say than friendships will get better after each quarrel, but why cant the same thing jus apply to our case?
why isit so exceptional?

really owed her a lot. so much that i dun even know how to pay bk.
she was the one who was always making me smile when i'm down. without those words, sometimes during bad mood really feel very weird. maybe its cuz listen the same thing for a long time le ba. then suddenly nvr hear it anymore..
we dun hav much time left together, but i'm still willing to give in anything to get this friendship bk. i nvr regretted all i did. u know how much u mean to me.

dun keep me waiting, buddy.

2006-10-18T06:10:00.000-07:00

these days i've been thinking..
where was i evr wrong.
used to think that tis a regret to hav such stuff happening at the last days of sec 2 life.
but now, if i dun even know where i was wrong, why call it a regret?
some things are really not understandable.
hav been thinking,
why did we even get into each other's life in the first place?
if we had listened to ms thoo and sat in register order, maybe all these can be avoided.
why trust so much when that friendship breaks at the end of the day?
really feel like burnind those photos, but
although photos can be burnt, memories cant. and its already a fact that we had shared happy and sad times together.
getting into each other's life is difficult, but getting out is almost impossible.
i really dunno why, but jus wanna avoid.
avoid doesnt cure at all, but jus feel like avoiding, lying to myself that that can lessen the pain.
who am i trying to lie to??
maybe pretending that we havent knew each other would be better.
lets pretend that we've nvr built up this friendship, pretend that we've nvr talked, pretend..
clinging on is very tiring. i dun wanna play this kind of game anymore. its not nice.
i can nvr win playing against lost trust.

lets jus let go...

2006-10-15T20:21:00.000-07:00

ok..
nxt.
What do you think about 3? sherilyn.
good buddy, super tallie, quite chio, and..
ok. lets leave this part out.

What's the best thing about number 8? adeline.
haha. best part shud be throwing paper balls wif me during maths lesson into the bin. haha. she rarely gets it in..

What do you like about number 11? yuzhen.
the way she encourages people and the way she treats evryone around her.

Favorite Memory with 4? min'er.
is that the present tense of memories?
haha anw, to me there isnt a FAVOURITE memory. all the memories with her are equally precious and valuable to me.

Who is number 14 to you?? zoe.
classmate, nice friend, loves black and red combi.

2006-10-15T19:59:00.000-07:00

got this fr sinying's blog.. supposedly ziai, but cant copy ma. so..

Name 14 of your friends that you can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 14 people. This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first. No Cheating!
1. sinying
2. tressa
3. sherilyn
4. min'er
5. jordan
6. jianyu
7. ziai
8. adeline
9. geraldine
10. valerie
11. yuzhen
12. xiuwen
13. joanne
14. zoe

How did you meet 11? yuzhen
in band loh. shockingly nice senior.

What would you do if you had never met 2? tressa
haha. actually if i dun meet her then who the hell knows wat wud happen??? anw, haha. no one help me do blogskin nia.

What would you do if 6 and 10 dated? jianyu, valerie
excuse me.. needa go toilet puke.
ok. i'm back. cannot la.....

Have you ever seen 4 cry? min`er
um.. yah. dun wanna talk bout it.

Do you think 14 is cute?
yeah! quite cute. especially to zhiwei la...

How did you get to know 8? adeline
actually i oso dun rmb liao.. click on her link and ask her, although i doubt that she can rmb. haha.

Would you ever go on a date with number 12? xiuwen.
errr... no. gd senior though. haha. damn cute.

What's 7's Favorite color? ziai
not sure leh. paiseh..

What would you do if 9 confessed she/he loved you? geraldine.
may i go to the toilet again?? she's my junior leh.. like HELLO??

Facts about 13: joanne
amb hornist, my SL, great qm, very good senior, studies in 3/1, scarily clever, blurlur, and taking o level chinese soon.

Who is 6 steading with?
he's single. mei you jordan na me hua xin la.

Who is number 5 to you? jordan.
my laooba. haha. he upgraded fr ah gor to laoba few months back. nice guy actually..
bie xiang wai!

is one single? sinying.
uh hem. dun think so.

Where does 7 live? ziai.
yishun.

to be continued on top.

2006-10-15T05:36:00.000-07:00

yo!
waseh. miss blogging seh.
blogger lah! locked my blog from since dunno when loh.
ma fan.
too long nvr post, oso dunno wat to post about liao.
um..
actually not in the mood to do anything since after exams la.
dunno?? so many things started happening.
okok. lets shuddup and not talk aout it.
i'm supposed to be in a gd mood today! WAHAHA.
oh ya.
today morning had piano lesson.
stupid teacher trying her best to get the hell outta me.
dammit.
this kind of people teach me and expect me to pass.
wat kind of crappy nonsense is that. HELL.
once more this kind of nonsense and that's the end of her money-making fr me.
hmmm. then wat..
oh. after piano lesson damn bu shuang so went downstairs and walk walk.
went home and immediately flunk myself onto the bed.
then slept for dunno how long until it rained.
haha. think i slept a lot these few days.
haha. maybe cuz if dun sleep then will start to think a lot about certain things.
haizz. really missed the times..
starring at class photos thinking of the past.
things have really changed huh.
dunno why human nature jus lead them to think about the past,
when things have already changed.
people must wait until the last minute then treasure things de.
hate it.
haiz. shud hav treasured the relationships wif some people.
arrgh. starting nonsense again.

hey band people, mus buck up le hor.
so long nvr practice liao.. later kena scolded by mr lim again.
remember:
we hav a concert at istana coming up on the 24th of oct.
so, hope that we can do as well as we did on together 3.
so guys.. JIAYOU WOR! :)

okay.i think that's bout it.
since blogger 'released my blog, will update more often de.
bb for now. (:

2006-09-23T20:29:00.000-07:00

fancy being in such bad mood during revision 4 eoys.
and fancy being so down about relationship probs during this time.

actually u might think that it's very distracting and very poor thing la hor.
but mus well look on the good side.
can use studying to cover all the sad things.
once i go into serious studying,
i wont think about anything but study loh.
ok la.. i admit that those sentences on top might be me lying loh.
i oso dunno.. feel damn numb.

wha.. i think if i continue litat hor..
nxt time anyone poke me with a needle i oso wun feel any thing le lor.
arrghh.
nvm.
its a time to study!!
so i think i shud really concentrate on this exam and not think of anything else.
okok. fine. i know i'm lying again.
cant take it le la.
dammit.

people jus cant think of how others wud feel when they do some things.
they really dun know how much it hurts.
although they might hav meant well,
but..
shudnt say liao. later cry. haha.

guys, before u do anything nxt time, think about those people around u.
how would they feel, especially those close friends.
u know they care..
so..
ya. dont disappoint them.

2006-09-22T22:20:00.000-07:00

haiz.
i'm damn down these few days.
too many things happening liao la,
and too fast.
i cant take it liao le.
really feel like breaking dow sometimes.

i really dunno wat i did wrong loh.
can anyone tell me?
wat can i do to make people happy?
i really dun understand.
exam time making evryone so stressed.
that's when all the probs arise.
haizz.

life is getting more and more tiring.
and getting more and more hopeless.
cant take it le loh.
but still gotta put on a brave front.
i oso dunno why i do it,
maybe jus to lie to evryone and myself that i'm complete alrite.
but deep inside it still hurts like hell.
no one can actually understand this kind of pain.
hurts damn much.

2006-09-19T02:38:00.000-07:00

haiya..
2dae someone sms me and made me totally sian diao lah.
then i think i became ovrreactive lah.
go around daoing people.
seriously i didnt know wat i was doin.
really dun know.
so unnoticeably dao-ed my gd buddy..
haiya.
damn guity now loh
wanna kill myself.
arrrrggghh.

2006-09-10T13:00:00.000-07:00

walaoeh.. now can only post short short then can publish. damn ****ing hell lah. wtf. i type until so xin ku then cant publish. wth.

2006-09-09T22:54:00.000-07:00

xxx sry ar.. i didnt wan these to happen. i dunno why too. i'll concentrate on my studies fr now on. u too k? concentrate on ur prelims and 'o's. lets put evrything aside.

2006-09-08T06:48:00.000-07:00

sian.
sian.
sian.
sian.
sian.
other than sian,
still sian.
crap.
other that crap,
still crap.
oh yah..
jus hope that the concert 2mr will turn out to be good.
hope we dun have stage fright.
yeah.
nothing else actually.

2006-08-31T23:59:00.000-07:00

i was thinking..
from now on, this blog will be a place for me to rant.
so, dun bother to read lah.
no, shud put it this way.
stop reading.
if u evr think of coming to my blog,
think again.
dun go and click the posts link.
u wan come, jus go tagg.
dun evr bother again.
cuz if i myself dun care, i dun see why u should.
i'm going to be damn down.
dun come and cheer me up.
i dun wanna be happy.
no point.
truthfully speaking,
i feel nothing now.
i think nothing now.
neither am i doing anything.
waste my time on this kind of stupid thing.
IF I THINK THAT ITS STUPID, U SHOULDNT BOTHER.
i'm not who u think i am.
i'm someone else.
someone who doesnt have a life.
at all.
someone who's left in a corner of the world,
trying hard to get out of there.
someone who seems to have many friends.
and that someone is getting tired.
please lah..
dun come read my blog liao.
it changes ur mooD.
dun come and bother me.. dun even care about asking me wat happened and all this kind of shit. i wanna be alone. really, dun bother.
i'm going to quit basketballing soon.
i'm going to quit gymming too.
to basketballers - i'm sorry. i wont be with u guys le.
leading an unmeaningful life. wandering on this journey aimlessly.

2006-08-31T06:38:00.000-07:00

i dun wish to start my post litat, but,
anonymous..
u wan spam, spam my blog lah.
dun go around harassing my friends.
i'm talking to u patiently now.
guess u realised.
and i wanna tell u sth.
this is my blog.
i'm free to do wat i want.
i wanna hao lian on my blog oso nt ur business..
who ask u read?
so childish.
i've enough of u peop doing this kind things already.
one day i'm going to lose patience.
and u wont wanna see how i look like when i lose my patience.
dun crap wif me.
dun harass my friends.
please lah.. grow up.
stop being so childish.
use gd eng childishly.
so wasted.
u are insulting ur own knowledge coming to my blog in the first place.
i dun like peop who study like shit and get too much intelligence.
clever peop are always stupid.
1 thing.
i'm nt begging u to stop.
if u wanna continue, up to u.
i only think that its stupid.
yeah.
that's all.
two words.
GROW UP.

2006-08-28T07:05:00.000-07:00

wwwwwaaaaaahhhh!
damn happy 2day can?
got a second instrument nia..
PERCUSSION nia!
drum set wor!
damn happy sseh...
wooohooo!!!
shiok!
wahaha.
yeahyeah!
hao hao xue xi..
tian tian xiang shang!
yay!
learn drum wor!
yay!
okok..
damn lame..
nvm.

2006-08-27T08:45:00.000-07:00

arhhh.. shit!
haven do preston!
ma de. forgot all about it.
so hu tu.
haiyah.. nvm.. do now loh.
gotta multi-task liao..
one hand type one hand write.. or copy answer.
difficult seh..
write wif left hand, type wif twisted right hand..
so lame loh.
ok.
stop the loads of crap.
yah. damn lame.
anw..
start my factual now again. (sher, dun leng diao)
ok. today.
一个风和日丽的早晨，
........
........
.....................................................
ok. that was wat i typed lah..
so dun think that someone spam-ed my blog. yah.
anw, today went playing poker cards wif some frens.
haha.
quite ok lah.
not that sian lah.
yah..
other than that, nothing much nia, cuz sprained wrist,
cant do nothing much la.
yah..
gotta run.
as in, needa do preston le..
i first time so guai ok..
haha.. sher.. i got do leh!
wahaha. really gtg liao.. cant concentrate litat. wahaha.
THE END.

2006-08-26T07:58:00.000-07:00

i'm beginning to like my weekends.
getting damn free..
haha.
shiok loh.
at least i can finally do sth i wanted.
so.. yah.
2day was quite ok lah.
weather : sunny, windy.
place i went : east coast.
wat for : wakeboarding.
feeling : damn zai.
opinion : must go again.
warning : nvr try stunts.
why : very easy get hurt.
the not fun part(s) : no sun. didnt get tanned at all..
twisted wrist. (tat's why i said dun try
stunts.)
time i stayed : 3h.
why so short? : actually i cant go in de ma. haven reach the
age yet.. but.. (u knoew me de lah..)

that was a recount on 2dae afternoon. yay!
anw..
i realised tat i get hurt very easily nowadays leh.
its like a bit only then twist la, sprain la..
crazy loh.
think must start drinking milk le.
wahaha. milk strengthens bones wor!
haha.
getting careless.
getting stupid.
getting darker.
haha.
off point liao.
always litat. ''' *leng diao le..
now cant do pumping le..
so sad..
actually no lah.
i oso wanna slack a few days. haha.
*hopes that it'll be alrite on mon.
haha.
shall stop le.
yeap.

2006-08-24T08:23:00.000-07:00

hahaha..
okok.
todae i bit siao.
dunno why.
not interested.
anw..
lessons were alrite.(cuz todae dun hav sci.)
so not that sian.
ms ong nvr come leh!!!
shiok loh.
rare case.
after sch went to find my senior to buy my juniors present.
nth much lah.
normal shopping.
after that meet ziai and adel at the same place shopping for..
uh.hem
cant say now..
if nt later ziai kill me.
haha
ziai lucky lah..
2mr can take lihui's daddy car to sch..
haha. nvm.
i gt meifeng to help.
yay :)
yeap.
haha. -hopes that 2mr we take same train. if nt die.
haha.
haiyah..
2mr gotta settle quite a few things.
sian.
sher u very bu shou xin yong loh.
say u'll help de leh..
wat the hell..
haiyah..
nvm la.
dun care.

stupid thingy.. can i dun put title???

2006-08-23T07:19:00.000-07:00

haiz.
2day still very sad..
but better than yesterday.
yeah.
but...
no thanks to sher loh..
'''
she's supposed to make me laugh.
sian.
in the end, make me bad mood wif her..
wahaha
really can get very influenced by the person sitting beside u..
haha.
so evryone..
yah.
u all know wat i wanna say.
maybe.
*shruggs
haiyah.
i wan to use chinese post liao lar..
but hor..
if i do, later peop say very chim..
nvm.
shud try.
wahaha.
2mr ba..
if had time.
walaoeh.. today sci, as in evryday sci all very xin ku loh.
me and sher were like half asleep but cannot slp..
so damn idiotic loh
quite dead man.
evry time before lesson mus tell ourselves..
-very xin ku.. but it'll be ovr soon..
actually it wasnt soon loh..
dunno ao le duo jiu then finally ao guo de wor!
(sounds like a quote..)
wahaha. anw..
dun feel like continueing liao..
yah..
so.. yah.
that's it ba. :)

...

2006-08-22T04:40:00.000-07:00

i'm very disappointed with myself.
really.
i cant do anything rgt.
i'm so shi bai.
hai..
i dun even know why i get so angry at times.
at nth.
can anyone jus bash me up someday?
i'm not awake.
dang.
wat the hell can i do?
cant even help my own sl..
lose patience in my juniors..
arrrhhh!!!!!!!!
i'm tired.
tired of myself.
so disappointed..
let miner down..
why cant i jus keep my promise to her?!!
fuck.
why? why?
i cant help myself..
i got nobody i can turn to now..
really dun hav..
the person i trust a lot..
i dun wan the person to worry for me.
i hav no reason 4 doing that.
she already cared so much.
i cant..
i..
dunno how to pull myself up from the edge of the cliff.
really dunno.

wat is a blog 4?

2006-08-20T05:39:00.000-07:00

haiyah.
dun feel like posting liao.
so sian.
'''
i wanna slp.
really tired.
from studying. so lame.
nvm.
streaming coming.
must study a bit.
at least.
if nt later sher say i very lazy and influence her.
haha.
i can influence peop.
waah..
ok nvm.
that's a full load of crap.
yah.
lets stop crapping.

nth much today lah..

2006-08-17T07:33:00.000-07:00

evry body so tired today..
all credits go to ms ong..
rush srp until litat.
'''
*hopes that nxt year dun hav liao*
waste so much time..
haizz.
tired.
i think my posts getting shorter and shorter liao..
nvm.. i dun care
wahaha!

wed- sunflowers!

2006-08-16T06:37:00.000-07:00

yo peop.. jiang`mei here.
1st time blooging tis blog.
nvm.
yay! 2day won sunflower competition.
nt bad wor.. shows that we can do things man!
anw.. all credits go to anngie and chunyan.
*applauses*
everyone chiong-ing srp now rgt?
haha. i knew it! :)
anw, history test coming.. yeah. so gd luck to all of u guys k?
mus do well hor! :)

was supposed to be in bad mood todae. but..

2006-08-15T02:00:00.000-07:00

todae was really a bad mood dae. super pissed.
maths - got bk test papers. results was quite ok! at least i passed. yay. um. then, i went to do my art menu loh. ask jordan help he keep resisting. damn fucked up. wat the hell. dun wan marks say lah!
chinese - continue dao-ing him. then jus do my art loh. got bad chang wen suo duan. walao.. didn't do well lah. who cares anw?
yeah. no one. jordan started begging me to let him do work. wahaha.
this works evrytime.
art - nothing special. jordan got scolded by mrs kamal.
sci - very down. didnt manage to pass my sci. really very sad. the person nxt to me keep trying to cheer me up.
guess i was all the time stoning at.. um. sth. she didnt manage to lah. at first.
obviously. (duhh)
until we started to quarrel abt some eclipse facts.
i shall not say.. if nt later some one kill me.
see? i so nice. rgt sher? wahaha.
dunno why, we jus started laughing like mad.
really cheered me up.
walao.. she always got ways to cheer me up de loh.
haha.
continued quarrelling on the way to efl until minshan say we very noisy. then finally stopped.
waha. yeah.
sher, thanks anw todae, although that was quite, umm.. yah. u know wat i wanna say. haha. <3 u! :)

tests, tests, and more tests

2006-08-14T07:27:00.000-07:00

start my post off with pe. yay! the mast fun lesson in the whole wk. WAHAHA!
okok. lets start.
PE - some peop had ta take retest so others go on and play their own games.as usual, me, ziai and adel went bballing. 2day couldnt shoot properly leh, maybe partly cuz of my elbow. the guys came and join us a while later. then dunno why, suddenly kena whacked by adel's ball (throw damn hard) so in the end sprain my finger lor. haha. xi guan le. dun care la. waha. luckily ziai got bring strapple if nt then die.
2day dunno why a lot of peop in our class injured.
hmm, some one curse us.
haha. no lah. jkjk.
home ec - walao, damn looking forward to cooking man.. and kumar say only 4 periods then cook. wtf. so sao xin.m forget about the pairing up part la. walao, so *brrr*. nvm.
chinese - test. yah wadevr.
i still dun believe i failed chinese loh. so.. haizz. nvm lah. i still hav chang wen suo duan to pull me up. i think.
sci - see ms ong, see our dear pizzas flying away..
xin tong. but i dun really like pizzas anw, so, nvm lah. she say the results damn bad leh.. -scared- I DUN WANNA FAIL SCI! :( cant even write properly today loh. wth, then scribble al the test sorrections. haizz.
english - ok lah. another crapping session. hha. drink in class kena caught by ms thoo.. dun care lah! anw dou last lesson le. no one can spoil my mood. wahaha.
cca - gotta teach juniors.. sian.. one of them really can make me lose patience de lor. if my senior nt there surely shout at him one loh. dammit. so sian evr since the sec 4s left. nth to really hav fun de loh.
at nite - now loh. busy doin srp. waha. ok la.
yeah. that's about it. byebye. :) (i realised 2day's post damn long leh. haha. nvm.)